Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful and torturous to me.
I truly will always see it as so dreadful and torturous to suffer in this painful, evil existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings and the suffering and cruelty of this existence is endless. It's just all so evil, there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see it as the most cruel, devastating tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is so much terrible, dreadful suffering in this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope for true permanent peace from it all, I just want to never suffer ever again and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all that existence does is just torture existing beings.

I just hope to be permanently free from the terrible abomination of existence, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing where every second existing beings are tortured in agony.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence has ever done is harm and torture existing beings.
It truly has only ever harmed and tortured existing beings causing them to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible and dreadful mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to be free from the evil, suffering, torture and cruelty of this existence I just always saw as the problem, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for from the abomination of existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of pain, suffering and harm, I'll always see existence as a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

This dreadful, cruel existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence.

It's just all so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, this existence really is so evil, dreadful and harmful and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how unbearable the torture can get and every second is torturous to exist, all I want is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in this torturous, cruel and futile existence, all that existence does is just cause suffering and torture tormenting existing beings, it truly is all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, the fact that this existence of torturous suffering was imposed truly is the most terrible tragedy to me.

I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes all this dreadful suffering, existence is just so evil, it just causes all this pain and suffering with existing beings in agony every second, in this existence I always saw as an abomination non-existence really is all I could see as positive, only in non-existence will I be at true peace from the terrible, dreadful evil of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be only suffering.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, to exist truly does mean to suffer and the pain, suffering and torture of existing truly is endless.

It's just all so cruel and terrible, there's just so much evil in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer, all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want this futile, cruel existence that just tortures existing beings to be all forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination that just tortures existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish for this terrible, evil existence of torturous suffering rather all I want is to never suffer again.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and there's just so much evil in existing, all that existence does is just cause endless amounts of cruelty, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, the existence of life is the most devastating, terrible tragedy to me, there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace from the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings.

I just want to prevent all future unnecessary suffering through ceasing to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's such a terrible devastating tragedy to me how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, suffering and torture as a result, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, painful, torturous and dreadful existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence.

I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this cruel, futile existence of endless torture and suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, pain and torture and every second is torture to exist, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this harmful, dreadful existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this harmful, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel, tragic mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings and there's just so much suffering, torture and cruelty in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought so much pain, the suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence truly is endless, it's all so terrible and I find it the most devastating, terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence does is just cause torture and suffering.
It truly does just cause torture and suffering, there's just so much evil in existing which is why all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and the pain of this torturous, futile and deeply undesirable existence is endless, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from this harmful, dreadful existence that only ever tortures existing beings, I just want to never suffer again, existence to me will always be the most terrible tragedy, it's so horrific how existing beings are tortured all for the sake of it every second as a result of this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence only ever causes cruelty and suffering.
It truly does just cause cruelty, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

Existence is just so terrible, dreadful and evil with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's all so cruel, existence is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true permanent peace.
No matter what true permanent peace from this terrible, dreadful and cruel existence is just all I could ever hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence.

I just want to erase this existence, I just hope for some peace and I'll only be at peace when all is gone and forgotten in non-existence, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so evil and there's just so much evil in this painful, dreadful existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just find true peace.
I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to find true peace from this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence that only ever caused me to suffer and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so cruel that just harms existing beings and tortures them.

The suffering and torture of existing really is endless and it's all so dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me existence will always just be the most terrible, dreadful abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always so torturous, cruel and dreadful.
It truly is just so torturous, cruel and dreadful causing endless amounts of suffering, torture and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this painful, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering.

I'll just always see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and I wish for peace from it all, for me only non-existence could ever be positive no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence that just causes and brings all this terrible, dreadful cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless pain, suffering and torture.
It truly does just cause endless pain, suffering and torture and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible abomination to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this futile, harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake that just tortures existing beings.

I just want peace from all the suffering, to exist is just always so terrible, cruel and dreadful to me, in this existence so painful and torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen that just caused all this cruelty, torture and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only peace and relief for me in this existence so torturous, cruel and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want peace from this evil, dreadful torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, futile and cruel existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just the most cruel abomination.
It truly is the most cruel, terrible abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, torture and suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most evil mistake and there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second.

All I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering, torture and cruelty and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always find it so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I wish I never existed more than anything.

Existence is just so harmful, painful and deeply undesirable to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is true permanent peace, I just want to be gone I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me, existence to me is just so terrible and dreadful, it just causes endless cruelty, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to be finally free from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only looking forward to non-existence.
No matter what non-existence is just all I could ever look forward to, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more suffering, in this existence so evil, torturous and dreadful non-existence is just all I could see as positive and I wish that this existence could be erased.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, existence is just an horrific, torturous abomination and it's one that only ever caused me to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible, dreadful evil of existence.

 

[lpdsvm]

I agree. It is evil. I try to see something else. I am lying to myself. I feel slightly delusional. Moreover, I screw up a lot.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, torture and suffering, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake. For me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence I just always saw as an abomination and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, there truly is just so much evil in this torturous, dreadful existence that only ever caused me to suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so dreadful, cruel and terrible.
It truly is so cruel, dreadful and terrible and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of futile suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence.

In this existence so dreadful, terrible and torturous all I could hope for is to never suffer again, existence is just so evil and dreadful to me, all that existence does is just torture existing beings, in this existence so painful and deeply undesirable only non-existence can bring me peace, only mon-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will always be the most cruel abomination.
It truly is the most cruel abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, to suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me and there's just so much pain, cruelty and torture in existing.

All I want is peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings so unnecessarily, I just want to be gone, in this existence I always saw as the most cruel abomination only non-existence can bring me any relief, I just wish to never suffer in this dreadful, horrific reality ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting all to be gone and forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could ever want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I just want to erase this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings, existence is just always an abomination to me, there's just so much evil in existing.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten in non-existence, to suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and torture as a result, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, I just want all to be gone for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain, suffering and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible abomination to me.
It truly is the most terrible abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this pain, suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it, all I want is to be gone.

I just want some peace from all the suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence will always just be the problem, existence truly does just cause harm and I suffer simply from being conscious in this evil existence, all I want is to never suffer again and the suffering of existing is endless, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive, I just want this existence to be all erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes torture pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause torture, pain and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just always suffer so much as a result of this abomination, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I just always suffer so much as a result of the imposition of existence, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and every second is torture to exist, all that existence had ever done is caused existing beings to suffer and be tortured so extremely, it's just so horrific, only in non-existence will I finally be free from this existence that just causes all this torture, pain and suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes only suffering.
It truly does only cause suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, no matter what all I could ever hope for is the peace of non-existence where finally I cannot suffer in anyway.

Non-existence solves everything for me and saves me from all future torture and suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to exist truly does mean to suffer and to cease existing means to never suffer again, I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence that only ever caused all this pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel, futile abomination.
It truly is always the most cruel, futile abomination that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings so unnecessarily and I'd just never wish for any of this pain, torture and suffering rather all I want is some peace.

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings all this cruelty and dreadful suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, in this existence I just always saw as an abomination only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence and I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence, to me existence is an abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to be gone, I just want the terrible mistake of existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all that existence does is cause all this harm and suffering, it truly is all so dreadful to me.