Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, existence is the most dreadful, torturous and cruel burden that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and every second is torture to be conscious, all I want is to never suffer again and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, all I want is peace from the suffering, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm and I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful mistake that only ever tortures existing beings and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so cruel that just causes all this dreadful unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, existence is just so harmful, I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this painful, torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake, I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as the problem, all I could hope for is no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing.

All want is peace from it all, for me non-existence would be the positive solution to escape from and find permanent relief from this torturous, deeply undesirable existence that to me will always just be waiting to die, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering, the suffering this existence causes is endless, all I could ever wish for is to be free from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
To erase this existence really is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from the suffering, cruelty, torture of existing, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one I only want some peace from, I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over being tortured in this existence.

For me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence at all, this existence just never should had been imposed and the fact that it was is the most terrible tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is the most cruel mistake to me and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I could ever hope for is to be gone.

I just wish to be free from all the pain and suffering and I'll always see this existence as just causing pain, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me, for me non-existence is just the only positive solution, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this deeply undesirable, painful existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable and harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence ever again, I just want this dreadful existence I just always saw as an abomination to be all gone, forgotten and erased, all that existence does is just cause suffering, it just tortures existing beings, for me existence itself is certainly the true problem and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this dreadful, cruel existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that just tortures existing beings and causes all this dreadful suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

Existence to me truly is the most terrible, undeserved punishment and the suffering, harm and torture of existing is endless, only non-existence could ever be desirable to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

The cruelty of peaceful death being denied.
No matter what I really will always see so much cruelty in how peaceful, guaranteed death is denied for me, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific, dreadful world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

To be imprisoned in this existence is the most terrible, dreadful punishment, there's just so much evil in existing, it truly is the most evil, horrific world where I cannot just choose to cease existing painlessly and peace from this existence is all I hope for and need as every second is torturous to suffer in this existence, no matter what non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, all that existence does is just cause endless amounts of torture, cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'd never wish for this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief for me and is all I could ever see as desirable, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just want this terrible, torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this torturous, cruel existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, the fact that this harmful, deeply undesirable existence was imposed is the most terrible tragedy to me.

I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, there's just so much evil in existing, all that existence does is cause harm and suffering, the pain, cruelty and suffering of existing is endless with existing beings tortured in agony every second, for me non-existence could only ever be positive no matter what, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be unnecessary suffering to me.
It truly will always just be unnecessary suffering to me, it's all so terrible, there's just so much suffering and cruelty in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is peace.

For me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence of unnecessary suffering I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence is just always the problem, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would just never want to suffer in this existence and I find it so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this painful, cruel and dreadful existence ever again.

There's just so much cruelty and suffering in this torturous, futile existence and all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just want permanent peace from the the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings and causes endless amounts of harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to erase this existence.
To erase this existence really is all I could ever hope and wish for, I just hope for no more suffering and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the most terrible, dreadful abomination.
It truly is always the most terrible, dreadful and cruel abomination and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, there's just so much evil in existing, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence.

It's just so horrible how humans impose this existence that there was never a need for that just causes and brings all this futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this painful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence ever does is cause endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of cruelty, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is peace.

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me and I find it the most cruel, terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result, I truly will just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just tortures existing beings, it truly is always so painful and unbearable to suffer in this torturous, painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful, torturous and futile I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and it truly is just so terrible how existence causes all this suffering and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll always see existence as the problem, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence, I just want non-existence to solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and no matter what only non-existence can solve everything for me, for me non-existence is the positive solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all I could see as positive in this existence so torturous and dreadful and the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as desirable, all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from this torturous, deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering and all that existence ever does is just cause harm.

It's all just so cruel and dreadful and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this pain, cruelty and suffering as a result and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, for me non-existence truly is the only peace, the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist, in this existence so terrible and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace, all that existence does is just torture existing beings with every second existing beings tortured in agony.

It truly is all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it truly is such a horrific devastating tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, in this existence so evil only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, dreadful existence, all I want is peace from all the pain and suffering, I just want this deeply undesirable existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm, suffering, cruelty and torture, the existence of life truly is the most terrible, devastating tragedy to me, to suffer in this existence really is always so dreadful to me, I'll always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how unbearable the torture can get.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this cruel, terrible and dreadful existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

I'd just never wish for any of this, no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will just always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful existence that just tortures existing beings.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence so torturous that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, existence is just so harmful, it just tortures existing beings which is why non-existence is all I see as positive, only in non-existence will I finally be unable to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, all I wish for is permanent peace from the dreadful, terrible and cruel abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake.

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this torturous existence of endless suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is always so terrible to me, I just hope to be gone, I wish and hope to erase this existence that only ever caused me to suffer as non-existence truly is all I could ever see as positive, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible mistake to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the dreadful, terrible abomination of existence, all I want is some peace.

I just want to never exist ever again, all that existence does is just torture existing beings causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so terrible, dreadful and harmful.
It truly is so terrible, dreadful and harmful torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'll always see existence as the problem.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this painful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence that just caused me to suffer, for me non-existence will always be the positive solution to finally find peace from this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is the most cruel mistake to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want peace from the pain, suffering crurelty and torture of existing and I see it as such terrible extreme cruelty how painless death is denied for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the cruel, terrible and tragic mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
I really will always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this torturous painful existence rather all I hope for is to be gone.

I just wish to be permanently free from this deeply undesirable, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence is just always the problem, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me, only non-existence is positive for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only and always hoping for peace.
No matter what peace from this torturous, cruel existence is just all I could ever wish for, I just want to never suffer in this painful, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence ever again, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, the only relief for me could lie in never suffering again.

I just want to erase this painful, dreadful existence, I just hope for true permanent peace where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and suffering, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[lpdsvm]

4) I wish I had a painless suicide pill
All I wish for is a painless suicide pill that brings peace and freedom from all the endless suffering this existence causes. It'd be such a relief to simply be able to die in peace with this existence finally forgotten about. It'd comfort me knowing I could die with no risks and complications involved and the fact that I'm denied such a release is what I find so extremely and immensely cruel, it's hellish how I cannot have a death just like never waking again, it causes so much pain how suicide isn't straightforward.

To be able to die painlessly would solve everything for me as all I find comfort in is non-existence, I'd always prefer to not exist and I don't believe that I should have to suffer in an existence I wish to be eternally free from.

Same!!! If I had it I would put it in my pocket and just be more confident. Or better as a capsule under my skin no one knows. I could activate it by voice command or tapping. Something like that. I would be so successful if not use it then no issues.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much evil and suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, to exist really is an abomination to me, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this evil existence that just causes harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer ever again and the suffering, pain, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief from this hellish, torturous existence that I search for, all that existence does is just cause all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.