Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away for me and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this torturous, cruel existence that I never would had chosen that just brought and caused so much pain and I'll always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I'd never wish for that I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, all I want is peace, I'd just never want to suffer in this existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence that just causes pain and suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never suffer again, I wish and hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this existence and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and cruelty as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is to be gone and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.