Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is peace, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence, I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I hope for is dreamless, eternal sleep where I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me. All I wish for is peace and I always suffer so much from being denied the option to just painlessly cease existing so finally I can be free from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is so much suffering in existing and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so terrible to me, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake, all that existence does is just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful, cruel existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, painful existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, all that existence does is just cause pain and problems there were never a need for, it's all so terrible to me and it always feels like I've suffered so much for so long, non-existence is just the only relief for me, it's all I could ever hope and wish for, the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering to me.
I really will always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all just so cruel, terrible and painful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would make me wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief and peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never had to exist, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful existence, all I wish for is to be gone.

I just wish for peace from this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just wish for peace from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, to me existence truly is the problem, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, dreadful abomination to exist and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this torturous existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from all future suffering in this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see it as a mistake to exist, it's one only non-existence can take away for me.

All I want is to never suffer again and I always suffer so much from existing in this dreadful, horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just all so terrible, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful and torturous to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, it's all that's desirable and positive for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to be gone, I just want to never exist again, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I want is true permanent peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence I'm always so tired of, all I want is to cease existing, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, dreadful and harmful existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to be gone, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for this torturous, cruel existence to be all forgotten and no longer my problem.

I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake all I want is some peace, I just wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, to be permanently at peace from the suffering of existing really is all I can see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all forgotten.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I'll always see as a mistake, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious, I just want to never suffer again, non-existence solves everything for me and brings me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it.
I truly would never wish for this existence that causes suffering all for the sake of it and I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence that just causes harm and suffering was even imposed at all.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, all that existence does is just cause and bring so much pain there was never a need for and it's all just so cruel to me, all I want is peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing to finally escape from the abomination of existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I truly do just only hope and wish to be gone, for me non-existence is all that could ever be positive, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so undesirable to exist.
I truly will always find it so undesirable to exist and I wish I was never burdened with this existence, all I want is some peace from this torturous, futile existence, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable no matter what, I just want to be gone, I just wish for this existence I always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake to be no longer my problem, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so terrible and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is true permanent peace, I just want this dreadful existence to be all forgotten, I wish and hope to erase this dreadful, futile existence that I never would had chosen so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence is positive for me.
It truly is all thats positive for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this endless cruelty and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

It's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me, as long as I exist I truly will just hope for the peace of non-existence, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence finally all gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to be gone.
I truly am always wishing to be gone and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake.

I just want to never suffer again, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so futile to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I wish for this existence to disappear into nothingness, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I'm just always so tired of it all.

All I wish and hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, the tiredness I feel is one that only eternal sleep can take away for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I see as desirable is never suffering again with this dreadful, painful and torturous existence all forgotten and no longer my problem, for me non-existence really is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

It's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again with this torturous, cruel and painful existence all forgotten and no longer my problem, in this existence so cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me and I find it so terrible to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I wish I was never burdened with this existence more than anything.

In this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it truly is all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always just an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is always just an unnecessary harm to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I never would had chosen, existence really is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, painful and cruel existence all forgotten and no longer my problem, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring non-existence.
No matter what I really would always prefer non-existence over suffering so unnecessarily in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it so dreadful how this existence was imposed and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and only in non-existence will I be at peace from the suffering of existing, non-existence is just all I see as positive, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone, I'm always so tired of suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer, all that existence does is cause and bring pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so dreadful and cruel and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering continues and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me relief from.

All I hope for is non-existence, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist ever again with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this terrible, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and harmful existence more than anything, all I hope for is to be gone, I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful and cruel abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from.

I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, deeply undesirable and painful existence as only suffering no matter what, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
It truly is the only peace for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope and wish to never suffer again but of course I continue to be burdened with this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for peace from all the pain and suffering, I just want to be gone, only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly just am always so tired of suffering in this torturous dreadful existence I never would had chosen that just brings so much pain, all I want is to be gone and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

In this existence so cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this torturous existence that I never would had wished for that only caused me to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so futile to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so futile to exist and I could never see a point to any of this, I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, it truly is all so futile to me, I just see existing as being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be free from it all, I just want peace and for me non-existence is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Every day is one closer to non-existence.
It truly is which is all I wish and hope for, all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, cruel existence that to me is just waiting to die, non-existence really is all I see as positive in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful, non-existence truly is all I could hope for, I just want to never exist again,

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I never suffered more than anything.
I truly do wish I never suffered more than anything and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, in this existence so futile and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I wish I never had to exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing for all to be forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could hope is for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is the only relief, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I wish to erase this existence, all I want is to be gone, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all futile, unnecessary suffering.