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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Only hoping for peace from this torturous existence.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from this torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.
It's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want all to be forgotten in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer.
There is no suffering in an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing in this dreadful, unnecessary and undesirable existence can concern me, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always find it so torturous, painful and dreadful to exist and I suffer simply from existing. It's just all so dreadful to me and I suffer so much as a result of this futile existence, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as causing nothing but harm, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile existence I never would had chosen and never would wish for.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from this torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.
It's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want all to be forgotten in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer.
There is no suffering in an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing in this dreadful, unnecessary and undesirable existence can concern me, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always find it so torturous, painful and dreadful to exist and I suffer simply from existing. It's just all so dreadful to me and I suffer so much as a result of this futile existence, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as causing nothing but harm, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile existence I never would had chosen and never would wish for.