Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all that can bring me any relief from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence I always saw as a mistake finally all gone and forgotten and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

It's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful, futile abomination of existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it an abomination to suffer in this existence and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All that existence does is just cause pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I wish I never had to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so painful and terrible and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, dreadful existence I never would had chosen and always saw as a mistake. I'll just always see existence as an abomination and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and painful and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful reality, existing to me is just so futile, so torturous and there's just so much pain in existing, all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is dreamless, eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten.

Existence to me really is the mos terrible tragic mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful where I just hope and wait to be gone.

I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's all so terrible and I just wish I never had to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering. It's all so cruel to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, I wish I could just choose to never exist again, all I hope for is no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me, it's just unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence more than anything.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer in this terrible, deeply undesirable existence, I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence where I'm just waiting to die, it's all so cruel and dreadful.

I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief from suffering, I just want to never exist again, I'll just always find it so futile to suffer in this dreadful existence that there was never a need for and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it painful to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as waiting to die.