Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how it was causing all this harm suffering and cruelty as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as the most torturous, terrible abomination to suffer in this existence, all that existence does is just cause pain and suffering.

I'll always see it as such a cruel, dreadful mistake to suffer in this existence that there was never a need for, I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of eternal sleep can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and terrible, I just want some peace from this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want to be free from the torture of existing, the peace of eternal sleep solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, non-existence is just all I see as ideal in this existence so terrible and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always and only hope for non-existence.
I truly will always and only hope for non-existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than be burdened with this cruel, torturous existence that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible abomination to me no matter what, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from this terrible, dreadful existence that I just never would wish for, some peace is all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from this cruel, futile existence of unnecessary suffering, in this existence of cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all I could see as positive and desirable, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Every second is so torturous to suffer.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and for me every second is just so torturous to exist, all I hope for is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible dreadful existence.

I just want to erase this cruel, terrible and torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is peace from this cruel existence of endless suffering that just harms and torments existing beings, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I just want peace from this existence of torturous, dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem that only non-existence can solve for me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and terrible, all I want is some peace.

I just want to be free from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this dreadful, torturous existence as being only suffering, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much suffering and torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, painful existence rather I just want some peace.

In this existence so torturous, terrible and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me, I just want to be free from this dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings, in this existence of endless suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive, I just want peace from this cruel, futile existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always a mistake to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as such a terrible mistake that only ever causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, it's just all so dreadful and all I want is peace from it all.

I just want some peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence that just only ever causes all this pain and suffering, this torturous existence just never should had been imposed, existence to me is just always an abomination, all I want is to be free from the terrible tragic mistake of existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again, to suffer in this existence truly is such a terrible, dreadful mistake to me.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive, I just want this existence to be finally all gone and forgotten with no more suffering and I'd just never wish for any of this, this torturous existence should never had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, futile existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, futile existence ever again.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's just so terrible to me how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to exist, I always suffer from being so cruelly denied the option to never suffer again, all I want is to peacefully prevent all unnecessary future suffering by ceasing to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention for me.
It truly would be suffering prevention for me and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is always the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous dreadful existence as only suffering, I just want peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I just hope for some peace from the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence I just never would wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous, painful existence.
No matter what I truly would never wish for this torturous, painful existence of dreadful suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, in this existence so dreadful and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so torturous and painful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, I just want some peace from this existence of endless suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for some peace.
No matter what some peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing really is all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this painful, torturous existence, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, no matter what I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this terrible, futile existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this harmful existence that just causes all this pain and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous dreadful existence.
No matter what nothing would ever make me wish for this torturous, cruel existence and I'll just always see it as such a cruel, terrible abomination to exist, all I want is to erase this terrible, harmful existence, this existence just never should had been imposed.

I just always suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want some peace from the abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful existence of torturous suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see this existence as a mistake that just causes all this harm, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I wish and hope for is to be gone, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this existence of dreadful suffering, the fact that this existence was imposed truly is the most terrible tragedy.

It's just so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I'll just only hope for peace from this terrible, dreadful existence of harmful suffering, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, I just want to be free from this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly will always mean to suffer and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this torturous, futile and cruel existence, I just hope to be gone, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace.

Existing will always be only suffering to me and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless with existing beings in agony every second, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, this existence of dreadful suffering really never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was.

 

[FuneralCry]

Finding it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long.
It truly is so horrific to me how a human can be tortured in this existence for so long just to face the agony of old age and for me every second is torture to exist, to be conscious burdened with this existence truly is the most terrible, dreadful abomination.

I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is some peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again, to me existence will always be such a cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this dreadful pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this dreadful pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for no more suffering and I just always suffer as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence that only ever causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful existence that just never should had been imposed that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible, I just want peace from this horrific world where existing beings are tortured so unnecessarily all for the sake of it, existence will always be the problem to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I really would never wish for any of this suffering, to suffer in this existence really is just always a terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, I just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence really is all I see as positive, I just want some peace from the torture and suffering of this painful, cruel existence, there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so cruel and terrible to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always find it so cruel and terrible to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, all I can hope for is the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone, I just want this torturous existence to be all erased with no more suffering.

I'll always see this existence as just being futile unnecessary suffering, it's just all so cruel and terrible, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and cruel and I'll always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings, all I want is to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing truly is endless, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never suffer ever again.

To suffer in this evil existence truly is an abomination, it's just so horrific how existing beings are tortured in agony every second as a result of this terrible cruel mistake, to be conscious burdened with this existence is just the most terrible, torturous burden, existence truly does only ever cause harm, in this existence so evil and torturous only non-existence is positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing to erase this existence.
I truly will always wish to erase this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I just want to disappear from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just want to never suffer again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, painful and dreadful existence as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, I just want to erase this terrible, futile and cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to never suffer again, non-existence is just all that can bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this cruel existence as only suffering.
It truly will always be just suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, all I want is to be gone, to exist really does mean to suffer and for me every second is torture to suffer in this existence.

I just want this torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me and I just always suffers a result of being conscious in this existence, to exist truly is the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me that only ever causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me only being at true permanent peace could ever be desirable, I wish and hope to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this torturous existence again.
I truly will only be relieved to never suffer again, all I want is the peace of non-existence where this torturous existence is all erased and finally no longer my problem, I just want this terrible, dreadful and futile existence to be all gone and forgotten.

I just want peace from the suffering, torture and evil of existing where existing beings are tortured so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, it's just all so cruel and terrible, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is the only relief in this dreadful existence that has only ever caused so much dreadful, futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence, to me existence will just always be such a terrible mistake that only ever tortures existing beings.

All that existence does is just cause harm, I'll just always see existence as the most cruel, tragic mistake, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me that just causes all this terrible suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want some peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I always suffer so much from waiting for death in this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I just want peace from the torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I just wish and hope to erase this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, tortuous existence, I just hope and wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, to me existence is just the most terrible, cruel abomination and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and torture, to exist really will always mean to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as desirable.
It truly is all that's desirable for me, I just want to never suffer in this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence ever again, I just want this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering.

I just want to never exist again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me, to be burdened with this torturous existence will always be so terrible and deeply undesirable to me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.