Discussion For weed smokers - Random thoughts when High

[bloodmania]

i actually smoked for the first time yesterday and i dont think i felt any different from before i did it . like i knew i was high because i had cotton mouth but my thoughts and every sensation was the exact same as always . the people i smoked with said that it made them calm and helped with anxiety which confused me because if anything i was a bit more paranoid than i usually am but that was the only change i noticed

 

[nobody_oac]

I usually masturbate when I smoke. The orgasms are awesome XD anyone else does that?

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

This is so true ... and now apparently this Government wants to push for a bill that it can be used only for medicinal purposes. Such bs!


Think I understand, you almost became one with weed, or it's a part of you? Truly sorry for the pain, that you needed weed growing up, but also glad you had it. You're not being negative, I think it's more being realistic, thanks for sharing. I started drinking at age 13 and most of my life was spent in an intoxicated haze. I'm glad I'm only on weed now. And while I appreciate weed, it can surely intensify feelings and over time, especially if overdone, I've experienced almost a lost sense of reality, but also in a good way.


I used to drink, then luckily discovered the plant, and a whole new sense of reality, ... and unreality at times.


I love it too, and it definitely amps things up! As for paranoia, like @Blueberry Panic mentioned above, panic attacks can kick in, for me this happens when I overdo it, or haven't had any in quite a while and I underestimate the quantity.


I love your thinking. Actually, I've had some pretty weird food combos, and they turned out yummy-licious! Thanks for bringing back good mems, I recall crackers with all kinds of toppings as a start. Your random thought about SN makes perfect sense to me too!

To all fellow weed lovers and @PrismHon @lynnschronicles @imtiredasf, if you haven't seen this clip already, enjoy.

So yeah that's a good way to put it. It's is like it is a part of me. I can never see myself stopping. But I love smoking so much even now. I can also see the damage it has done I'm sorry about your struggle with alcohol. I used to drink but now I hate it. It's probably because all it has brought me was more pain. Yeah I agree with you about weed. It's a hard subject to explain isn't it!

Sending hugs your way

 

[SmilingNoMore]

i actually smoked for the first time yesterday and i dont think i felt any different from before i did it . like i knew i was high because i had cotton mouth but my thoughts and every sensation was the exact same as always . the people i smoked with said that it made them calm and helped with anxiety which confused me because if anything i was a bit more paranoid than i usually am but that was the only change i noticed

Mm, maybe give it another shot if you want? My first time was similar to yours, but also, I was afraid to "let go". The next time, years later, I was with someone I trusted and since then I got the inhaling right and I know more or less what my quota is to make the most of the experience. I don't always have a happy high, I think it depends on the mood too, but at least it's some form of escape, and the best escape is to just mellow it out, or let the weed take you wherever for a while.

 

[PrettyWhiteFlower]

This is so true ... and now apparently this Government wants to push for a bill that it can be used only for medicinal purposes. Such bs!

I'm in the UK and that's the situation here. Only legal if you go through a private clinic and you have to prove you've tried 2 forms of treatment previously. Its all online and the minimum order for each strain is 10g.

My first prescription was two strains I'm not really keen on and now I'm stuck with loads of it

 

[Pale_Rider]

So glad its legal. What a drag life was before.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

I'm in the UK and that's the situation here. Only legal if you go through a private clinic and you have to prove you've tried 2 forms of treatment previously. Its all online and the minimum order for each strain is 10g.

My first prescription was two strains I'm not really keen on and now I'm stuck with loads of it

Oh dear, are you going to try another strain then if it could help? Is it covered by medical insurance? That is quite a bit you have leftover, could you use it in baking maybe? Just thinking of a friend who makes her own brownies to help her sleep.

So glad its legal. What a drag life was before.

Legal without prescription? Which country are you in? I'm in Thailand and hoping it will stay legal as is now.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

I'm having a chilled evening, hope you are too, or will be having one later.
Random thought, maybe I'm an alien, why not, and who knows? Nothing is impossible since most of life is a lie, isn't it? Maybe once we see all the lies and fakeness, the randomness and nothingness, we turn into some other being, not meant for this planet. Imagine if the next step would be space travel for those of us not making sense of this life. Catching a space shuttle instead of a bus on the journey far away from this existence.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Too mellow to even have random thoughts. Then saw this pic and started wondering if we could live like this, on a deserted island, with no money issues, living off the land, away from humans but in tune with nature and animals, would we still want to ctb? Then I remembered, such a place doesn't exist, but weed can take me there in my imagination.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Random thought, I wonder if SN could work in a couple of weed brownies. A salty, savoury last snack.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

The unrealness of everything sometimes become double that when high, that it's not even me living in this unreality. And within that unreality, the reality of the path to ctb becomes more real. As if the only reality is I will be leaving this unreality.

Sometimes a bit of reality enters the high and the real reason that caused the dying of the soul comes to mind. And then I remember why I choose to live in an unreality as opposed to the cruel reality and wrongness of it all.

So, the unreality will continue until I guess I cannot fake it anymore, until it's time for the reality of ctb to take over, in peace. And now I'm just chilled. Happy to have weed for the unreality.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Random note, not so random thoughts

I died in November
When the world ended
You said, "don't you ever lose touch with me"
I was still not sure what you meant
Did not understand how you could just go ahead and leave
You love me, I'm sorry I didn't understand sooner
As I'm planning to end all, I'm wondering
What is left to kill, when I'm already dead inside
Maybe you did me a favour when you left a dead me behind
Or should I hang onto the little thread of hope that we have to touch again
While the emptiness of every day grows into more nothingness
There is no meaning to this without you, no reason to stay
I died in November already

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Are we Great Pretenders?
Thought coming to mind, as I pretend to be not suicidal when talking to my person. The one I'm not supposed to have any secrets from. Pretending and then enquiring about cremation services and legal arrangements on the same day. As if everything is okay, nothing out of the ordinary to plan for one's passing. The emptiness inside making us function on autopilot. Just another day before the end.