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Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
- Dec 1, 2025
- 150
im just tired. i failed my last attempt cuz i got found, somehow didnt get hospitalized maybe thanks to my family's general anti doctor stance.
trying again. not really though, im just impulsively taking a bunchof pills, dont even know what half of them are bit hopefully enough to *do something*. most likely will end up with tje worst headache ever and will get my stomach pumped and hospitalized and monitored forever afterwards. it's just gonns get worse. but I don't really care anymore what happens or doesn't. im just very tired.
i know its stupid and pointless to do this. but i dokt know. idk anymore
trying again. not really though, im just impulsively taking a bunchof pills, dont even know what half of them are bit hopefully enough to *do something*. most likely will end up with tje worst headache ever and will get my stomach pumped and hospitalized and monitored forever afterwards. it's just gonns get worse. but I don't really care anymore what happens or doesn't. im just very tired.
i know its stupid and pointless to do this. but i dokt know. idk anymore
