Every day is just so empty

[byec560]

Unemployed student here. Gotta work on my thesis that I've been procrastinating on but it just feels so distant and pointless. Rejection after rejection from jobs I want and I'm too lazy and weak-willed to put the fries in the bag or stock shelves. Never see anybody during the week. See people on the weekends, but I don't feel connected to any of my friends in the slightest. Same shallow, boring conversations all the time. They don't really trust me, and to be honest I'm not entirely sure why. Barely know anyone who has any woman friends, and the few that do won't introduce me. Tried online dating but nobody liked my profile. No chances at getting a good job. No chances at getting a girlfriend. Bored of my friends and the feeling seems to be mutual. Bored of life. No sign of anything ever getting better. What the fuck am I supposed to do all the time? Thinking of all the people who hurt me just yucking it up while my life is so empty causes something like a sharp pain in my stomach. I sleep so much. I almost never want to eat. Don't really want to ctb anymore, but I just don't know what my life is gonna look like from here on out. I'm tired boss. I don't know if I can keep going like this.

 

[enjoytheride]

I can relate to most of what you have shared. The best solution I have found so far is to keep going, no matter how painful it is. Keep going through the dark forest in hope of finding that bright meadow. Take a rest there, keep going until we see the plains... There could be a better solution, I just haven't found it yet. Faith helps me keep going through the forest, but it still at times seems to not give the batteries of my soul enough charge.

Hugs, my dear!

 

[Dinorun]

dont get discouraged about the job and finding a relationship, i know how painful those rejections can be, but try to remmber that a lot of the times the rejections have a lot to do with external factors that have nothing to do with you, could be that the hr woman getting your cv just had a bad day or she just picked the one paper before yours out of the pile or milion other reasons

you dont get attention on some dating site? so what. if they rejected your look or based on how your profile is set up they did you a favor because it wouldnt have worked anyways, you are not looking for just any woman and even 100 likes in a inbox means nothing. you are looking for the one who will like you for you.

saying there is no chance based on past experince is a broad generlization. you just didnt whats yours yet and if you stop looking you will doom yourself.
remmber that in the end of the day you need just one girl to say yes and one company to take the risk on you and let you though the door and i promise you someone is out there who is meant for you and it will happen when you least expect it. keep trying and it will hit.

 

[hurts2b]

I dropped out because my experience with university was much the same. Now unemployed with no hope for anything better. This is the realest post on this whole damn site.

 

[Pallf]

I finished my bachelor's in December of 2025 and I'm in the same boat. can't get a job, I have debt piling up, and I don't see a way out. I don't want to CTB, I just need a lifeline.