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Boardinboy101

Member
Dec 28, 2025
54
I am just wondering if DSL formerly DMC is still up I've followed all the clues and just can't seem to find it.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
I messaged them on TikTok they only connect customers to vendors now
 
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it.only.gets.worse

it.only.gets.worse

Member
Jun 15, 2022
26
I messaged them on TikTok they only connect customers to vendors now
Can you message me their info? I'm trying to find a reliable seller/connecter
 
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Box

Member
Mar 5, 2025
51
bought from them like a month ago and got my sn like a week ago. no issues at all (germany)
 
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peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
28
wait so is it a tiktok account or like a website? do I have to use Tor to find it on the deep net?
 
persepexa

persepexa

Specialist
Feb 7, 2025
360
wait so is it a tiktok account or like a website? do I have to use Tor to find it on the deep net?
DSL is the website, there is someone on TikTok who gives people the website.
 
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NeonDrunes3

WannaDie
Jan 14, 2026
7
I've been looking for around a week now but still can't find DSL/DMC. Tried VPN in diff countries, the russian search 'Y', keywords, tiktok the lot. I've already ordered some from a ceramics supplier in eastern europe but want a back up incase of seizure.
 
persepexa

persepexa

Specialist
Feb 7, 2025
360
I've been looking for around a week now but still can't find DSL/DMC. Tried VPN in diff countries, the russian search 'Y', keywords, tiktok the lot. I've already ordered some from a ceramics supplier in eastern europe but want a back up incase of seizure.
It took me ages too. I'm also looking for a backup in case my package doesn't arrive.
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
86
I've been looking for around a week now but still can't find DSL/DMC. Tried VPN in diff countries, the russian search 'Y', keywords, tiktok the lot. I've already ordered some from a ceramics supplier in eastern europe but want a back up incase of seizure.
Don't give up with the Y search engine. You are on the right track. Just keep playing with keywords and try at different times. Make sure you've turned off the parental settings and changed the location to where DSL comes from.

It took me a few search sessions before I found it.
 
dragon.//

dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
43
even on a suicide forum people still gatekeep, pathetic
 
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em_p

New Member
Jan 26, 2026
4
Have been trying for a while too. Found one but i dont think it is the one. Will keep searching
 
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amputatedandalone

Member
Jan 4, 2026
17
I've been looking at Y* with VPN set to Ukraine for weeks and I'm pretty sure it doesn't exist (anymore, I guess).
 
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Action

Member
Oct 18, 2023
43
I would say any member that signed up after 2026 should not be given any hint until they verify themselves to be Posing in their true identity, and not merely looking to exploit the source.
 
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
128
I keep seeing DSL on here. I don't know which site people are talking about. I found a chemical site that might have been it. I searched for sodium nitrite and also its CAS code of 7632-00-0. I got a message saying 0 products found and a form to fill out for a request for quotation. I'm guessing I'm on the wrong site. I feel like I'm in school and all the cool kids know the secret handshake and I don't. Can someone please get me this Web site name?
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
752
even on a suicide forum people still gatekeep, pathetic
The reason is because sources get taken down once they are exposed to the feds. They are constantly on the site threads looking for sources. And they are also disguising themselves as users asking for sources.

that's how DMC first was taken down and also how the source for the gold standard, N was taken down as well
 
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
128
The reason is because sources get taken down once they are exposed to the feds. They are constantly on the site threads looking for sources. And they are also disguising themselves as users asking for sources.

that's how DMC first was taken down and also how the source for the gold standard, N was taken down as well
That makes sense but is it kosher to PM someone the source if they have a high enough post count? I have 117 posts here. I don't think a federal agent would take the time to post all the replies I did including long replies comforting people, asking questions about methods, and even BS things like increasing a count because I'm over the age of 30. If someone has like 10 posts and has never made a big effort to contribute this forum yeah that's a big red flag that they could be up to no good.
 
IdentityDoe

IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
27
even on a suicide forum people still gatekeep, pathetic
That's a good point, but you have to remember that there's people out there who's entire job is to go around taking sources like that down. Even if someone posted a link here right now, you won't be able to buy anymore without possibly getting a Welfare Check.
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
4
I have been trying to play detective on this source as a lurker for sometime now and understand why its gatekept. Trying to search for some sort of source for USA somehow
 
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amputatedandalone

Member
Jan 4, 2026
17
That makes sense but is it kosher to PM someone the source if they have a high enough post count? I have 117 posts here. I don't think a federal agent would take the time to post all the replies I did including long replies comforting people, asking questions about methods, and even BS things like increasing a count because I'm over the age of 30. If someone has like 10 posts and has never made a big effort to contribute this forum yeah that's a big red flag that they could be up to no good.

I'll swap pictures of my amputee stumps via pm for a link. They're the best proof I have thar I legit want to ctb.
 
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thelostautistic

Member
Jul 31, 2025
32
I've been looking for around a week now but still can't find DSL/DMC. Tried VPN in diff countries, the russian search 'Y', keywords, tiktok the lot. I've already ordered some from a ceramics supplier in eastern europe but want a back up incase of seizure.
I can't find it either. I thought I'd found it but it was the wrong site. I think I've tried every word combination I can think of and still nothing. I'm getting very frustrated😭
 
dragon.//

dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
43
That's a good point, but you have to remember that there's people out there who's entire job is to go around taking sources like that down. Even if someone posted a link here right now, you won't be able to buy anymore without possibly getting a Welfare Check.
If your second point is true then whats the point of giving out any source whatsoever since a welfare check is inevitable?
 
IdentityDoe

IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
27
If your second point is true then whats the point of giving out any source whatsoever since a welfare check is inevitable?
Yea I guess you have a point. But a lot of people here are also afraid of the consequences of aiding others to CTB. If the source gets investigated, everyone who sent their address/name will be getting a knock on the door, and if they tie you back to this website, let's just say that you have a lot coming.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
282
even on a suicide forum people still gatekeep, pathetic
said the person with 31 posts who registered less than 3 months ago and could be a pro-lifer for all anyone knows
 
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dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
43
said the person with 31 posts who registered less than 3 months ago and could be a pro-lifer for all anyone knows
do posts equal trust? if thats the case why do some people get the source with under 20 posts? could it be the person giving it actually has empathy and isnt a sadistic freak?
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
158
said the person with 31 posts who registered less than 3 months ago and could be a pro-lifer for all anyone knows
This person is in my private messages right now, being extremely rude because I won't spoon-feed them the source. lmfao
 

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