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dragon.//

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dont worry i found a source anyway, failing to gatekeep is extremely pathetic on its own
people on here are just as selfish as the ones outside lmfao, its fucking unreal
 
Kayla

Kayla

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dont worry i found a source anyway, failing to gatekeep is extremely pathetic on its own
people on here are just as selfish as the ones outside lmfao, its fucking unreal
No one was gatekeeping; we weren't just giving you the source straight up. Telling you to use hints and clues to find it, which you now have done. Wasn't hard, was it
 
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dragon.//

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so now you would still be "responsible" for my death, but it just took longer. Mind explaining what the point was?
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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so now you would still be "responsible" for my death, but it just took longer. Mind explaining what the point was?
People are pro-euthenasia do not want all sources to be eliminated. Giving sources to recently registered people who seem like pro-lifers, or trolls who may just be larping, or sUpEr EdGy tEEnS are three great ways to fuck up sources and potentially ruin the website. Your attitude is super agro and weird for a recently registered person, which is a red flag. I'm also not complaining about people not giving me their sources... but yeah, if I were like "oMG gUYS I nEEd youR SouRCes noW I'M nOt a PRo-lIFeR i SWeart to jEsuS" then people who would probably be wondering what was going on with me too. You could genuinely be depressed, a terminal patient, having exhausted all options and need a pain-free way to end things because suicide isn't allowed where you are... but it doesn't seem like that's what's going on.... I don't know, not trying to be a jerk if you're genuine, but something feels off.
 
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i didnt start off "super agro" as you say, the persons point just made no sense whatsoever. Their reason for not giving sources was they wouldnt wanna be responsible for my death, but giving hints does the exact same thing. Also i dont know why u are talking about me as if i just joined, i joined before you
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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i didnt start off "super agro" as you say, the persons point just made no sense whatsoever. Their reason for not giving sources was they wouldnt wanna be responsible for my death, but giving hints does the exact same thing. Also i dont know why u are talking about me as if i just joined, i joined before you
it's agro and weird because anyone who has been here a while knows that sources have been arrested before, sometimes sources stop selling because of too much pressure and awareness, and that there have been pro-lifers who have joined the site in the past. the fact that you are supposedly ignorant of this means you either haven't read much on the site or you're just pretending to not know, which is sort of weird. like either way it's strange.

the other thing is that when people give hints, it's pretty risky and iffy for people to even do that. some people join the site over something temporary, like "my super cool gf just broke up with me, time to die!!!" and like in a month or two they won't feel that way. it's good people gatekeep for a person like that because the suicide of people in crisis because of a temporary emotional state who could get better easily in a month makes it harder for people with real problems to die.

It took me a while to figure out the hints, months and months of trying, and i kept trying because my problems are not temporary. and when people gave me hints, i was like "thanks, i'm glad you were nice to me" and didn't say "stfu why are you gate-keeping bro?" like the response is bizarre and shows such a fundamental misunderstanding of why people are careful that it's either really agro, or really ignorant, or you're larping. given the "retard" comment you previously made, seems like i was right about you being agro, i'm not sure if you're pro-life or not. the whole thing is weird and if you read more than a few posts, you'd know this, and if you were really suicidal and wanted to use the methods, you'd be reading more than a few posts. you come across as sketch
 
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it's agro and weird because anyone who has been here a while knows that sources have been arrested before, sometimes sources stop selling, and that there have been pro-lifers who have joined the site. the fact that you are supposedly ignorant of this means you either haven't read much on the site or you're just pretending to not know, which is sort of weird. like either way it's strange.

the other thing is that when people give hints, it's pretty risky and iffy for people to even do that. some people join the site over something temporary, like "my super cool gf just broke up with me, time to die!!!" and like in a month or two they won't feel that way. it's good people gatekeep for a person like that because the suicide of people in crisis because of a temporary emotional state who could get better easily in a month makes it harder for people with real problems to die.

It took me a while to figure out the hints, months and months of trying, and i kept trying because my problems are not temporary. and when people gave me hints, i was like "thanks, i'm glad you were nice to me" and didn't say "stfu why are you gate-keeping bro?" like the response is bizarre and shows such a fundamental misunderstanding of why people are careful that it's either really agro, or really ignorant, or you're larping. given the "retard" comment you previously made, seems like i was right about you being agro, i'm not sure if you're pro-life or not. the whole thing is weird and if you read more than a few posts, you'd know this, and if you were really suicidal and wanted to use the methods, you'd be reading more than a few posts. you come across as sketch
i acknowledged it multiple times, the retard comment wasnt intentional i cant control my anger. And i wasnt annoyed by just the hints, its the fact that the whole argument for why they couldnt give the source didnt make any sense. Also i read alot of posts but i just dont interact with people, this is the only time ive tried getting sources other than when the realog person gave me one before they supposedly passed
it's agro and weird because anyone who has been here a while knows that sources have been arrested before, sometimes sources stop selling because of too much pressure and awareness, and that there have been pro-lifers who have joined the site in the past. the fact that you are supposedly ignorant of this means you either haven't read much on the site or you're just pretending to not know, which is sort of weird. like either way it's strange.

the other thing is that when people give hints, it's pretty risky and iffy for people to even do that. some people join the site over something temporary, like "my super cool gf just broke up with me, time to die!!!" and like in a month or two they won't feel that way. it's good people gatekeep for a person like that because the suicide of people in crisis because of a temporary emotional state who could get better easily in a month makes it harder for people with real problems to die.

It took me a while to figure out the hints, months and months of trying, and i kept trying because my problems are not temporary. and when people gave me hints, i was like "thanks, i'm glad you were nice to me" and didn't say "stfu why are you gate-keeping bro?" like the response is bizarre and shows such a fundamental misunderstanding of why people are careful that it's either really agro, or really ignorant, or you're larping. given the "retard" comment you previously made, seems like i was right about you being agro, i'm not sure if you're pro-life or not. the whole thing is weird and if you read more than a few posts, you'd know this, and if you were really suicidal and wanted to use the methods, you'd be reading more than a few posts. you come across as sketch
also another reason is because ive literally seen people that joined a few weeks ago with less than 20 posts that got told the source, i dont get why that is
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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i acknowledged it multiple times, the retard comment wasnt intentional i cant control my anger. And i wasnt annoyed by just the hints, its the fact that the whole argument for why they couldnt give the source didnt make any sense. Also i read alot of posts but i just dont interact with people, this is the only time ive tried getting sources other than when the realog person gave me one before they supposedly passed

also another reason is because ive literally seen people that joined a few weeks ago with less than 20 posts that got told the source, i dont get why that is
if you're actually an angry person, and you can't control it, that's okay...

but to me, i get sort of troll larp vibes... because if you've read so many post, you'd know why people are careful. i'm not buying that you don't understand why people are careful. even if someone is saying "i don't want to be responsible... here are hints" they are doing what is very customary in terms of slowly giving hints only to trusted people who seem genuine (and i'm sort of surprised someone trusted you and thought you were genuine). to dissect their reasoning and call it gate-keeping is so strange that it gives larp vibes, like someone trying to get into a fake political debate on reddit just to argue on the internet.
 
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if you're actually an angry person, and you can't control it, that's okay...

but to me, i get sort of troll larp vibes... because if you've read so many post, you'd know why people are careful. i'm not buying that you don't understand why people are careful. even if someone is saying "i don't want to be responsible... here are hints" they are doing what is very customary in terms of slowly giving hints only to trusted people who seem genuine (and i'm sort of surprised someone trusted you and thought you were genuine). to dissect their reasoning and call it gate-keeping is so strange that it gives larp vibes, like someone trying to get into a fake political debate on reddit just to argue on the internet.
now that ive calmed down i understand why you think that and i would too if someone else spoke the way i did, my apologies. Im desperate for a source and it went too far. I dont reason or think before i do or say something when im mad so thats why i was all over the place
 
Jun123

Jun123

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Dec 3, 2025
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bought from them like a month ago and got my sn like a week ago. no issues at all (germany)
hi im also from Germany and searching for a reliable source, so if it doesn't bother you, could you DM me the source?
 
dragon.//

dragon.//

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No one was gatekeeping; we weren't just giving you the source straight up. Telling you to use hints and clues to find it, which you now have done. Wasn't hard, was it
im sorry for how i spoke to u
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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im sorry for how i spoke to u
It's good that you apologized and with sincerity... Being here is hard for all of us... Can't we all be nice, understanding and patient with one another in the future? /rant
 

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