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ilovemybed

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Dec 5, 2022
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i got a job. it was in service industry and i always clocked out at midnight. it was tiring. exhausting. but it keeps me busy. i dont think about killing myself all the time. except when im waiting for a bus or a train. the urge to jump on the tracks is real to the point i had to grip on my pants. but other than that, its all good i guess. my body is tired. i fell asleep faster than the night before. and i dont wake up in the middle of the night anymore.
 
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Anonymoususer1234

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Apr 13, 2023
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If you feel better than you did before you started working than I'd say yeah, that counts as progress. :)
 

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