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monolog

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SoLowHollow48

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It's childish but... it's funny, I guess. It's funny in a way that I feel like the poster is conscious that when a person is suicidal, the problem roots deeper than just not knowing that new songs are being released or not finding pictures on the internet that are funny.

It's like irony.
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

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Oct 4, 2025
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isn't that the thing that snappy (watch people die's bot) posts in every single suicide video?
 
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Smiles & Giggles

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Apr 23, 2026
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I hate this meme because it follows an illogical thought process. In death, none of these desires exist and so you cannot possibly be missing out on any of these experiences. Although I can understand the part about continuing to live out of social obligation I guess.
 
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HollowSoul

HollowSoul

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Apr 14, 2026
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It's silly but I understand this kind of memes just wants you to 'stick around'

And idk sometimes I force myself to hold on these little things too
 
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i ben therefore i am
Oct 31, 2023
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I hate this meme because it follows an illogical thought process. In death, none of these desires exist and so you cannot possibly be missing out on any of these experiences. Although I can understand the part about continuing to live out of social obligation I guess.
But you're not dead yet. So it's like avoiding sleeping and doing whatever instead.

I love it! It's not funny ha-ha but it's TRUE. A good life includes the ability to appreciate the little moments.
I love your username! :)
 
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charlavail

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trying to figure out the point
Mar 19, 2026
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i personally love a good starter pack meme lol and at this point i am truly just living out of spite.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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Just rewatched some scenes. Makes me wanna rewatch the whole thing :))
me too! it's sublime. truly. and i love your avatar.
david lynch knows what's on the other side, if there is another side. and i imagine if there is one that it might be different for each one of us.
 
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joelover

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Apr 30, 2026
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when the deeper reasons feel so hopeless, it really is the smallest things that keep me around. Like sticking around day after day just to continue that stupid game with your online friends.
 
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dhk96

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May 8, 2018
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Some points are cute and funny like the "pasta" or "to feed pet" but others on there like "mom would be sad" and "out of spite" are insufferable to read.

I'd rather CTB out of spite than to continue to live out of spite. I would also prefer to never see my "enemies" again than subject myself to hearing "it will get better (trust)" years on for the sake of outliving them. I also don't need a meme to guilt trip me about leaving my parents behind when I've already felt enough guilt my whole life.

I wish I could have told the psychiatrist and social worker who almost got me 'voluntarily' committed again last year that if I were to CTB in the near future, that they would have been the catalyst to an out of spite death. Not a smart idea, but I still fantasize about it because I was at a new low when I tried to get help and all I received was their betrayal.

New music is certainly nice though.
 
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