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ruggatt

ruggatt

I Long for Rest
Mar 16, 2026
5
i used to think about it, but i've given up on it a long time ago. no idea what awaits after death. if we're reincarnated i hope the next life will be better, this suffering is enough for me. if there's an afterlife, fuck man i dont want hell. if its eternal void, i should be too dead to notice it, but as a human being its still a scary thought, at least for me just ceasing to exist.
 

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