1 micro second after my brain dies i will never live / exist again
Death is non-existence forever. there is pain or suffering that is so bad it makes everything else meaningless. everything else is meaningless anyway even if there weren't any suffering or pain so bad it's a trillion times worse than one can imagine. but the fact that you have to work all day a job chores and risk extreme torture to do the meaningless garbage they tell us are so pleasurable so good so needed is an abomination
i can't see any meaning in life except to avoid me suffering or unbearable pain . why do i have to live even another mintue? why do i have to do what they tell us we have to do or should want to do , get married, have kids ( fuck that shit) , have a family , get a job , get a romantic relationship, 'enjoy yourself" , watch the news, watch youtube videos, . i don't have to do any of that nor do i want to when i think about it logically
eternal non-existence is the ultimate perfection never a chance of suffering , pain , problems. permanent non-existence is the only guarantee of never suffering so bad it's a trillion times worse than one can imagine.
I'm just cells , chemical reactions , a machine, a bug. nothing matters except avoiding pain
a human is just cells , the same cells as in the other animals. for example an individual neuron in a fly , fish, mouse, human , monkey are virtually identical a neuron is a brain cell which is a neuron. all life descended from a cell that evolved 4 billion years ago .
Phenomenal consciousness is a fiction written by our brains to help us track the impact that the world makes on us
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The brain of a 1 mm worm the nematode has been mapped. it has only 302 brain cells. and 7000 connections between brain cells. however with only 302 neurons and 7000 connections that brain can form this many different patterns a number with over 7000 digits. so yeah it can probably create a self model . but a human has 86 billion neurons/ brain cells and 100 trillion connections so how many patterns and definitely enough to create a self model a model of the world and a model of the brains attention .
how many different pattern can a neural network with 302 neurons 5 layers between neurons , each neuron only 2 states on and off . but each connection can have a weight from 0 to 10. 7000 connections between neurons ?
Ai answer :
A neural network's number of possible "patterns" or configurations is determined by the combination of its neuron states and the weights of its connections.
The total number of possible patterns is calculated by multiplying the number of possible states for all neurons by the number of possible configurations for all connection weights.
- Neuron States: Each of the 302 neurons can be in one of two states (on or off). The number of possible neuron configurations is
23022 to the 302nd power
.
- Connection Weights: Each of the 7,000 connections can have a weight from 0 to 10. This gives each connection 11 possible integer values (0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10). The number of possible weight configurations is
11700011 to the 7000th power
.
The total number of different patterns is the product of these two values.
Answer:
The total number of different patterns is
2302×1170002 to the 302nd power cross 11 to the 7000th power
.
This can be expressed as an extremely large number:
2302≈4.09×10902 to the 302nd power is approximately equal to 4.09 cross 10 to the 90th power
117000≈6.94×10729111 to the 7000th power is approximately equal to 6.94 cross 10 to the 7291st power
The total number of patterns is approximately
2.84×1073822.84 cross 10 to the 7382nd power
.
that's a number with 7382 digits .
In a mouse study, researchers found a single cubic millimeter of cortex ( brain) contained 200,000 cells and nearly 500 million synapses. this shows that a brain can learn anything or be programmed to do almost anything. the thing is they never teach this in schools or how to reprogram your brain. it's all about knowing how to reprogram that unfathomable complexity to your goals and working on it all damn day until the problems to the goal are solved until i get the ability to do it.