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Venting Confused Mind

Anakinisdead

Anakinisdead

Iwishdesapear
Oct 14, 2025
32
Okay... I'm currently working on a musical project with a friend of mine, but... Honestly, my mind is always wandering towards suicide whenever I'm quiet. And I have to keep a promise to visit a friend who is far away from me now, so I can't kill myself right now... I think. I want to kill myself, but I have to make a music album and pay a visit to this friend of mine... I don't want to disappoint them, but my suicidal tendencies want i give up and die
 
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