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her_pink_cat_ears

her_pink_cat_ears

New Member
Nov 27, 2025
1
i'm just so tired of all these people telling me "it'll get better after sometime you just have to endure" endure what?, like i genuenly belive that everyone in this world is rotten to the core, they all do things for their own benefits. kind people are only kind so they can feel better about themselves, the only thing keeping this world moving is physical and emotional suffering, people only contribute to society because if they don't they'll starve. does anyone truly belive that a kid wants to spend their whole life being an accountant? or that i wanna spend years studing to finally be a doctor so i can finally archive my dream of cleaning vomit and watching die? well ofc not, this world is wrong due to the lack of empathy of everyone. i dont want to live in this world with these disgusting people who couldn't care less about what's happening around them, at some point everyone will realize that so i shouldn't waste my time trying to get rid of them, ill just kill myself and let them realize at their own pace since nothing will matter after im gone
 
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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30
Oct 27, 2025
179
Honestly being an animal in this world seems a lot better than being human...
Even then, I still wouldn't wanna be here
I'd just want to be the wind, formless and I can go wherever I want

PEOPLE SUCK!!!
 
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Spite

Spite

Nil Desperandum.
Aug 20, 2025
232
i'm just so tired of all these people telling me "it'll get better after sometime you just have to endure" endure what?, like i genuenly belive that everyone in this world is rotten to the core, they all do things for their own benefits. kind people are only kind so they can feel better about themselves, the only thing keeping this world moving is physical and emotional suffering, people only contribute to society because if they don't they'll starve. does anyone truly belive that a kid wants to spend their whole life being an accountant? or that i wanna spend years studing to finally be a doctor so i can finally archive my dream of cleaning vomit and watching die? well ofc not, this world is wrong due to the lack of empathy of everyone. i dont want to live in this world with these disgusting people who couldn't care less about what's happening around them, at some point everyone will realize that so i shouldn't waste my time trying to get rid of them, ill just kill myself and let them realize at their own pace since nothing will matter after im gone
This is the truth right here.

Tell anyone you're depressed, suicidal, and 99% of people will either feed you empty platitudes ("iT gEtS bEtTeR!!1") or make you feel bad for wanting to quit the game ("yOu hAvE tHiNgS wOrTh LiViNg fOr!!!1"), or, at worst, treated like you are a criminal ("You need to be involuntarily committed for your own safety"). It's like no-one can even conceptualise the idea that some of us just don't want to be here. I also hate how almost everything in the world is geared towards keeping you alive. Try to do a web search for anything pertaining to the topic of suicide and you'll be flooded with phone numbers for crisis hotlines and other suicide prevention resources. There isn't really any quick and easy way to leave this life either. Almost every single suicide method is painful, dangerous and scary and that's not even including the risk of the suicide attempt failing and leaving you in even worse circumstances.

If my time alive has taught me anything it's that most human beings are cruel. I'm sorry the world has been unkind to you. I can only hope that should you die, you will find peace.
 
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InevitableDeath

InevitableDeath

Already Dead
Jan 4, 2026
293
This is the truth right here.

Tell anyone you're depressed, suicidal, and 99% of people will either feed you empty platitudes ("iT gEtS bEtTeR!!1") or make you feel bad for wanting to quit the game ("yOu hAvE tHiNgS wOrTh LiViNg fOr!!!1"), or, at worst, treated like you are a criminal ("You need to be involuntarily committed for your own safety"). It's like no-one can even conceptualise the idea that some of us just don't want to be here. I also hate how almost everything in the world is geared towards keeping you alive. Try to do a web search for anything pertaining to the topic of suicide and you'll be flooded with phone numbers for crisis hotlines and other suicide prevention resources. There isn't really any quick and easy way to leave this life either. Almost every single suicide method is painful, dangerous and scary and that's not even including the risk of the suicide attempt failing and leaving you in even worse circumstances.

If my time alive has taught me anything it's that most human beings are cruel. I'm sorry the world has been unkind to you. I can only hope that should you die, you will find peace.
Yep. Because society's care is an illusion.

You're a slave/consumer - now shut up and slave/consume until we starve you to death or send you to war.
 
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liquid jen

liquid jen

Blind painting, my body's a disease
Sep 9, 2025
82
Most people really have nothing of substance to say about anything that matters. Not entirely their fault. Society and broader culture has dumbed and numbed us down.
Yep. Because society's care is an illusion.

You're a slave/consumer - now shut up and slave/consume until we starve you to death or send you to war.
This exactly. We at the bottom are nothing. Some people are too disillusioned with their "perfect life" to see it, and they only hurt everyone else more.
 
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thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
99
omg real.. mfw i have been ? living ? life ? for the past.. 4 years.. and just had to deal with all this crappy fallout from being doxxed lol.. and im meant to.. remain patient because things will get better in ways i can't imagine.. yup… sure buddy.. 🫡 meanwhile all that is happening is me trying to reach out to people and hope they will treat me like a human being but in reality they shove my past actions in my face and treat me like im garbage 😭😭😭😭 i can't wait to die bro im done 🤲
 
badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
779
Even our suffering is not unique or special, millions here suffer. Whenever someone makes a post about how they feel like they are an alien, or they belong to another world, i just roll my eyes and think, yeah, you and the almost a million people that off themselves world wide every year.

It all just seems so random, chaotic, and pointless.
 
cattybag

cattybag

Member
Apr 5, 2025
6
i'm just so tired of all these people telling me "it'll get better after sometime you just have to endure" endure what?, like i genuenly belive that everyone in this world is rotten to the core, they all do things for their own benefits. kind people are only kind so they can feel better about themselves, the only thing keeping this world moving is physical and emotional suffering, people only contribute to society because if they don't they'll starve. does anyone truly belive that a kid wants to spend their whole life being an accountant? or that i wanna spend years studing to finally be a doctor so i can finally archive my dream of cleaning vomit and watching die? well ofc not, this world is wrong due to the lack of empathy of everyone. i dont want to live in this world with these disgusting people who couldn't care less about what's happening around them, at some point everyone will realize that so i shouldn't waste my time trying to get rid of them, ill just kill myself and let them realize at their own pace since nothing will matter after im gone
So many people are self centered they can't even comprehend what another person's experience is like. I hate being in a world with these empty human shells. Its like they have no emotions and cannot think for themselves. I wish I could keep giving people the benefit of the doubt but I'm disappointed more and more every day.
 
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