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gayboy300

legal drug dealer
Aug 28, 2025
58
Trying to follow up on this thread that didn't seem to get much traction

I've been thinking that when I ctb, I may deviate from the established protocol just slightly by taking my benzo solution before the SN rather than at the same time or after, maybe by about 15-30 minutes. In doing so, my goal would be to pass out just after taking the SN, as part of me thinks that drinking it after doesn't make much sense. Wouldn't you still feel at least some of the pain that you see people go through on sites like WPD if you've already drank the SN and are waiting for the benzos to kick in?
 
Kazu Ha

Kazu Ha

Weird, lonely German Guy
Jul 26, 2025
71
I will take 2-3 benzos before the SN (I think 30-60 minutes beforehand), mainly to counteract the SI a little.

Otherwise, I will stick to the protocol.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
690
I don't think it's a good idea to take so much benzos before SN that you'll lose the consciousness. Because you may get unconscious before drinking the SN drink or do something wrong because of a lack of attention or can't take the secound glass even when you vomit. I would recommend to take a moderate amount of benzos to calm down and suppress SI rather than fall asleep.
 
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