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khairan

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Sep 4, 2025
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Everything I post is systematically ignored so I might as well just be a thing for your amusement. Not that I blame anyone here in particular but I'm so ridiculously inconsequential my posts are the only ones that never get a single comment.

I used to complain I only got hate on the internet but at this point even a "fuck you, whore" would be a welcome change.

I'm just a pathetic loser and a Lolcow who took themselves too seriously and I deserve to be a living joke. Don't ask me why because I don't know but it is what it is and I've got to eat the shit cake because that's how this miserable world works.

Might sound over the top but I've been offered to sell my soul (both metaphorically and literally) for hefty rewards and power... and I refused time and again believing principles meant something: they don't. Now I'm a celibate and desperate bitch pretending to be a man despite deep down I'm just a ridiculous and curvaceous slutty cow girl as the one in my pfp. A slutty cowgirl who didn't chose to be transformed into it and, despite years of struggle, has achieved nothing but disdain and indifference. I'm what I was always meant to be like any other socially inept loser of my kind.

If I had the opportunity to sell my soul for a fraction of the prize I was offered in previous occasions I would take the deal in a heartbeat. 💜

I would do absolutely ANYTHING for just a bit of power and I despise myself even more for realizing it and admitting to it.

Hell I would give my soul away for a petting and being called "good girl" despite I know I'm just a worthless piece of shit. Not even to be a pet I'm qualified.
 
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