I thought of three things:
I love going onto my steam wishlist, finding a batch of games I completely forgot my reason for adding, buying them on bountiful discounts, and relishing every second of peak with my girlfriend. Appreciating and discussing media together is one of my favourite things about our relationship.
I love these high quality leather boots I found in a store that I didn't even know existed, but somehow fit me perfectly despite being the last pair that were available. Got them for a very good price and they look good.
I love the people I've met that I never would have had I left before now. That's honestly the main thing I think. If I checked out earlier, I'd never have been able to give myself to my amazing girlfriend, never found out a local discord group in my state existed for a niche game series I like.
Hey, thank you for getting me to think about this stuff. I feel a bit better about staying here.