Anyone else starting to care very little how their suicide will affect others?

[Definitelyworried]

I do care how it could affect them, but I been feeling like life has been to hard lately. Today I have not been able to hold back suicidal thoughts. Today has been especially hard.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Today I have not been able to hold back suicidal thoughts. Today has been especially hard.

{Definitelyworried}

 

[Vvcv]

I do care, but I don't think me being alive is a good thing, because my parents have to use their hard earned money to support a hikikomori like me. Maybe they don't really have anything else to use it on anyways, I wonder if my parents will start to hate me someday because of that... if that happens I will be free and I will rush to my death.