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ehiontajar

ehiontajar

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Jun 10, 2026
6
I feel like I'm trapped by the way I feel
Because I am a very sensitive and anxious person so I can't live for me I am always affectes by the life or feelings of others people and this is unbearable
I wish I could just live for me and not really gare of the opinions of others
I wish I could just let everyone go and have a brand new start but this is impossible and the worse thing is it's impossible beacause I am too much of a coward to do that so I'm just trapped here with a shirt live where there's no futur for me except death
And I can't even just die because I think of what it will do and what problems it would cause
I know caring for others isn't a bad but in my case it's too much and I can't live with that anymore
I also wish it was just that but I feel like there's so much I can't control and so much that affect me
Anyways I just needed to share that and for anyone who read this I hope you will have an incredible life and that everything will turn out well
(And sorry for any grammaticals mistakes, english is not my first language)
 
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charlieee

charlieee

Chronically online
Jun 3, 2026
40
I feel like I'm trapped by the way I feel
Because I am a very sensitive and anxious person so I can't live for me I am always affectes by the life or feelings of others people and this is unbearable
I wish I could just live for me and not really gare of the opinions of others
I wish I could just let everyone go and have a brand new start but this is impossible and the worse thing is it's impossible beacause I am too much of a coward to do that so I'm just trapped here with a shirt live where there's no futur for me except death
And I can't even just die because I think of what it will do and what problems it would cause
I know caring for others isn't a bad but in my case it's too much and I can't live with that anymore
I also wish it was just that but I feel like there's so much I can't control and so much that affect me
Anyways I just needed to share that and for anyone who read this I hope you will have an incredible life and that everything will turn out well
(And sorry for any grammaticals mistakes, english is not my first language)
I feel trapped all the time. Like my heart is being crushed downn my chest. As I grew I realized a lot of people feel the same way you and I do. Don't know how they cope with it all their life tho.
 
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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
138
I feel trapped all the time. Like my heart is being crushed downn my chest. As I grew I realized a lot of people feel the same way you and I do. Don't know how they cope with it all their life tho.
Someone else here feeling this way, I hate it and seriously I'd also like to know how to deal with it or how to make it stop happening
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Wasting my time
Jun 11, 2026
88
Absolutely. I'm trapped in my life and in being a human. Suicide is an out. The feeling of no escape is awful and a very big motivation to do it for me.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
833
I feel trapped, too. If everyone who wanted it had access to euthanasia, things wouldn't be so bad
 
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iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
116
i feel like im stuck too, like life is moving forward for everyone else except me. i'm stuck being depressed and affected by the past and the present.
 
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ehiontajar

ehiontajar

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Jun 10, 2026
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I feel trapped all the time. Like my heart is being crushed downn my chest. As I grew I realized a lot of people feel the same way you and I do. Don't know how they cope with it all their life tho.

Someone else here feeling this way, I hate it and seriously I'd also like to know how to deal with it or how to make it stop happening
I think having a therapist would be great to know/help deal with it but having access to therapy can be so hard :((
I hope you everything will be alright for you tho
i feel like im stuck too, like life is moving forward for everyone else except me. i'm stuck being depressed and affected by the past and the present.
Moving forward is so hard I get it ://
 
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