Anyone else CTB because of losing/driving away their soulmate?

[unloveable27]

I ruined my only chance at love with a perfect girl and wasn't there for her like she was there for me. I just wouldn't stop drinking. I haven't drank since April but it's too late now.
But we've been no contact the last 3 years and I haven't felt one bit better since it started.
We were meant to be. I just didn't try hard enough. Now CTB is all that will end the regret and suffering and chest pain loneliness

 

[itsgone2]

This is the root of my problems. I've talked a lot about my company being sold and this awful job market. But if I could go back the first thing I'd fix is being a better husband. I had someone that loved me and I let her get away. Just awful. I had a lifetime partner. Losing that is so painful

 

[StupidCat]

No, that's a pretty cringe reason