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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
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Beautiful reply! Threads like this make me sad because people are hating on themselves for no good reason, merely because they couldn't measure up to a bunch of psychopaths' definition of success. Glad you cut your narc mother out of your life, you're much better off without that evil bitch being in it. Same goes for the OP who needs to realize that their mother is the problem, not them.
It's truly heartbreaking to see how so many people on this site actively hate themselves. As if THIS life is something to live UP to. Man, this life is built on such garbage and bullshit until it's not even funny. It's amazing to sit and ponder the many absurdities and asininities upon which the whole of human existence rests. Both man-made and nature made. I really wish more people would see the stupid game life is, and that the majority of their ills aren't their own faults at all.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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It's truly heartbreaking to see how so many people on this site actively hate themselves. As if THIS life is something to live UP to. Man, this life is built on such garbage and bullshit until it's not even funny. It's amazing to sit and ponder the many absurdities and asininities upon which the whole of human existence rests. Both man-made and nature made. I really wish more people would see the stupid game life is, and that the majority of their ills aren't their own faults at all.

I used to be a self hater too but once I realized the world itself was the problem, that went away. Now I just live my life the way I want to until I get tired of living it and then I'm out.
 
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X-sanguinate86

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Sep 26, 2025
389
Loser failure as well. I wish fentanyl was made available to the unwanted so that we could rot on the nod and then just eventually just nod off out of this world.
 
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Acidic_Fries

Suicide Connoisseur
Apr 5, 2026
57
A 26 year old loser failure reporting in.

Everytime I try to research suicide methods I get teary eyes and can't concentrate well on reading about it so I tossed it aside for now.

For now I will just try bed-rotting.
 
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JEDM

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Jun 16, 2026
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Without being too pretentious. I think I'm a pretty big failure too. I feel sorry for my mom. I'm her only child, no one deserves a lazy, non functioning that will never accomplish anything and might end up killing himself. It makes me sad all the resources and time she invested in me. I really wish she aborted me or another sperm won the race.
 

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