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johnny

johnny

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Which do you think is better after drinking N, a shot of alcohol or chocolate?

If alcohol, what kind? Someone recommended Bailey's chocolate cherry.

If chocolate, what kind, and how many bites? Obviously you don't want so much that you are still chewing by the time you pass out.


Also if you were to do N in a hotel, would it be a good idea to put the lock on the door in addition to the DND notice on door handle, or no?
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Baileys chocolate cherry? Where can I get that from? Sounds delicious
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

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Nov 27, 2018
543
Go for Bailey Chocolate Cherry of course :) After drinking N drink Bailey wash your mouth with it and then swallow it.
 
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Two shots of peach vodka before and 1 after :-) everyone to their own fav tipple.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Push the boat out - alcohol AND chocolate. Do some living before you die ;-)
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
1,624
eat some chocolate, watch netflix, eat a pizza - make it the best hour of your life!!
 
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J.E. Morrow

J.E. Morrow

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Which do you think is better after drinking N, a shot of alcohol or chocolate?

If alcohol, what kind? Someone recommended Bailey's chocolate cherry.

If chocolate, what kind, and how many bites? Obviously you don't want so much that you are still chewing by the time you pass out.


Also if you were to do N in a hotel, would it be a good idea to put the lock on the door in addition to the DND notice on door handle, or no?

I think it's a good question, I'd say bitter chocolate. And I wouldn't put the lock on the door, I don't want to make thing even more complicated for the people who'd find me.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I'll be eating some pussy. Lol
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Btw I checked the handbook thing. I'm not seeing where it gives instructions on how to buy N.
 
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J.E. Morrow

J.E. Morrow

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Jan 8, 2019
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Btw I checked the handbook thing. I'm not seeing where it gives instructions on how to buy N.

Go to chapter 19: Availability of Nembutal.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Go to chapter 19: Availability of Nembutal.
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johnny

johnny

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Dec 5, 2018
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Baileys chocolate cherry? Where can I get that from? Sounds delicious
I had to go to multiple liquor stores before I found one that had any. Apparently it is seasonal.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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I had to go to multiple liquor stores before I found one that had any. Apparently it is seasonal.

Is it only available in the US? #gutted :-(
 
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johnny

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Dec 5, 2018
255
I think it's a good question, I'd say bitter chocolate. And I wouldn't put the lock on the door, I don't want to make thing even more complicated for the people who'd find me.
What if the DND notice fell off and they didn't see it? If the hotel doors are accessed from the outside, it could get windy
 
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ParamitePie

ParamitePie

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Oct 11, 2018
218
I don't know about you guys, but I bought myself a $100 bottle of champagne and an equally expensive Cuban cigar for the day. Obviously, I'd lean towards some quality liquor over the chocolate.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
2,548
I don't know about you guys, but I bought myself a $100 bottle of champagne and an equally expensive Cuban cigar for the day. Obviously, I'd lean towards some quality liquor over the chocolate.

Jealous as hell.
 
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JJ-NOHOPE

JJ-NOHOPE

Tantalus - all desire, no hope
Nov 26, 2018
119
I've tasted N 3 times now. The chemical taste is very foul. I don't think an alcoholic drink will get the taste out of your mouth. I suggest something like honey or soft caramel.

Your lips may need to be washed to get the taste off.

Remember though, if you have really taken 200ml, you will not be conscious for very long at all.

I passed out within about 5-7 minutes after 5-6ml.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
I'll be eating some pussy. Lol
HA! If someone went down on me and then died on my thigh, I'd be even more fucked up than I already am. "Excuse me miss, can I interest you in something that's going to start off really good and then end really bad?"
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminati
Sep 9, 2018
3,146
HA! If someone went down on me and then died on my thigh, I'd be even more fucked up than I already am. "Excuse me miss, can I interest you in something that's going to start off really good and then end really bad?"
Yes, I was just thinking that a kitkat and a bj sounds good. Though she'd have to have thick skin and not be put off by things like corpses. I'm just not sure they make angels like that anymore.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Yes, I was just thinking that a kitkat and a bj sounds good. Though she'd have to have thick skin and not be put off by things like corpses. I'm just not sure they make angels like that anymore.
Are you going into rigor mortis, or are you just happy to see me?
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
I've tasted N 3 times now. The chemical taste is very foul. I don't think an alcoholic drink will get the taste out of your mouth. I suggest something like honey or soft caramel.

Your lips may need to be washed to get the taste off.

Remember though, if you have really taken 200ml, you will not be conscious for very long at all.

I passed out within about 5-7 minutes after 5-6ml.
Did you have a problem actually swallowing it? Or did your tongue try to spit it back out?
 
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JJ-NOHOPE

JJ-NOHOPE

Tantalus - all desire, no hope
Nov 26, 2018
119
Did you have a problem actually swallowing it? Or did your tongue try to spit it back out?
The amount I drank is very small. Just swallowed it really fast. Drinking 200ml is going to be VERY difficult. It is really gross.

It is a chemical taste that really sticks in your mouth.
 
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JJ-NOHOPE

Tantalus - all desire, no hope
Nov 26, 2018
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johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
The amount I drank is very small. Just swallowed it really fast. Drinking 200ml is going to be VERY difficult. It is really gross.

It is a chemical taste that really sticks in your mouth.
So actually swallowing it is difficult, simply due to the taste? Can it be compared to anything? Very worried I would open it and then not be able to drink it all
 
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