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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

俺は絶対にセックスになるんだ
Feb 22, 2022
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This is heaven, I'm in heaven, I love you all! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 
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GhostInTheMachine

GhostInTheMachine

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LSD is indeed quiet fun
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

俺は絶対にセックスになるんだ
Feb 22, 2022
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this is mind melting, Ive completely awoken to myself and cant escape myself!

that was intense
it really is just all me doing things to myself
and I am the fucking universe
all the mystics were right
everything was right
its all about selflessness
self surrender
self
I've attained complete non-duality
I've attained myself
And I will have to reckon with myself

I am literally witnessing how I am creating material reality
I am not fucking joking or being metaphorical here
And anyone who tells you you arent constructing material reality is a fucking LIAR
you are love manifest
even pain, fear, everything bad is love manifest and only seeing it as bad is a reflection of my own self-ishness- but my self is nothing- it has no properties, qualities, or belongings - and yet it is everything and infinite

there is literally no difference between sex and death, I wouldve probably went insane if I went into this trip tainted with materialist-paradigm brainrot, because you awaken to complete solipsism and then however you end up viewing that solipsism is a complete karmic retribution for everything youve been up until that point

but its all happening here
 
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strawberry931

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I'm surprised you can even type all of this while on LSD. I remember years ago (Yahoo chat era) I was on LSD and I tried going into a chat room and could not type at all. Really couldn't even concentrate on the screen either.
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

俺は絶対にセックスになるんだ
Feb 22, 2022
170
whoever tells you you shouldnt take 400ug LSD you should find them and lock them in your basement and string them up and shine a flashlight to their face and make them asnwer WHY you shouldnt take 400ug LSD
I'm surprised you can even type all of this while on LSD. I remember years ago (Yahoo chat era) I was on LSD and I tried going into a chat room and could not type at all. Really couldn't even concentrate on the screen either.
this is mostly me recollecting shit i just ekperienced

coming off the peak rn

but im still currently residing in an effortless non-dual state

I think the key is just completre self surrender- and complete willingness to seek out and enlighten and make love to alll your biggest fears
I was bugging out and doing alkl kinds of crazy shit that if any sober person saw me theyd think i was seizuring but i reallyt felt like i was evolving into something non-human and alien

which is of course a name for the same thing - human and alien - the familiar and unfamiliar
basically you have to realise you are sovereign and completely responsible for everthing, yyou

you cant give up your sovereignty out of self-doubt, or fear or apprehension or that you wont be fully loved

you have to completely surrender to your own intuition and realise you are your own self illuminating guiding light throughout all of creation
in other words you are God! YES! I know im not allowed to say that because its taboo for some reason but you are!
that tabooness feelign you get from it is just fear, because if you had to confront yourself as God youd have to reckon yourself with all of creation and your chosen way to associate it from this point, and that you are basicallty responsible

your inherent revulsion to be being told you are God is because you cant handle your own power! and your complete and utter responsibility to your own creation!
im trying to communicate all this to you right now, because really its just me speaking to myself, and I desperately want to preserve myself in this non-dual mystical state im in! but its likely completely reliant on drug inducisis so ill return to baseline consciousness soon enough, in which case all of this will cease to be, if i choose it to!
I reckon complete suicide would result in the biggest ekplosion of love ive ever ekperienced

and it would cause the nekst big bang

(my eks key is broken)
consciousness really is just so seamlessly beautiful
literally everything is a metaphor for everything
there is no difference between anything
any imagined difference will eventually have to be reckoned with until it perceives its own indiffference ad infinitum
it was terrifing

to see all the hundreds of bugs emerging from the tree bark my hand was resting on

and the sudden felt revulsion from it

and realising that revolusion was love itself, for it completely forgoes itself to ekperience a new part of itself (me forgoing my humanness to ekperience insect-ness) thus alowing that facet of eksistence to live by itself for itself and realising that is love manifest and you can percieve all suffering and pain as a manifesting of mlllions of wills that you cant choose with one to be loyal to which results in this feeling of hell
YOU ARE IMMORTAL
IVE realised immortality

anything i do or say after this LSD trip will just go on as a testimony to the undenible truth of my own immortalility
YOU CANNOT DIE

EVERYTHING IS ALIVE

to view something as not alive is just a reflction of your own lack of love, creativity, and commitment to whatever you perceive to not have life

it reallyt all has life

a rock has life, intelligence! it all is alive!

in fact death is comforting in a way, just a lazuy mental cop-out, just a lazy huzzy muzzy buzz, thats all death is, an enigma that cna neevr be caught because it does not esksist! it literally can neevr be ekperienced in the present, death can never be currwently ekperienced
unless of course your defintion of death is a state of transition, in which case yes death is a thing
 
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leloyon

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Feb 4, 2023
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yeah been there done that, have fun godspeed
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

俺は絶対にセックスになるんだ
Feb 22, 2022
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I cant tell where I end and others beginning
yeah been there done that, have fun godspeed
was your experience as similar to this?
 
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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
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I lordy. I hope not. If I don't die then god will have to fking reckon with me!!

But yeah I believe in the possibility of panpsychism: that everything has some consciousness, however small it might be, and when combined in a certain way it makes each of us. And because of that, there really is no "I" regarding the idea of an individual, but instead a collection of parts indistinguishable from air, rocks, water or fire
 
leloyon

leloyon

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Feb 4, 2023
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I cant tell where I end and others beginning

was your experience as similar to this?
mine wasnt quite like it, i havent taken as much as you i just related to what you were saying in the OP
the second time i took LSD i felt like i loved everyone tho
 
NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

俺は絶対にセックスになるんだ
Feb 22, 2022
170
mine wasnt quite like it, i havent taken as much as you i just related to what you were saying in the OP
the second time i took LSD i felt like i loved everyone tho
I lordy. I hope not. If I don't die then god will have to fking reckon with me!!

But yeah I believe in the possibility of panpsychism: that everything has some consciousness, however small it might be, and when combined in a certain way it makes each of us. And because of that, there really is no "I" regarding the idea of an individual, but instead a collection of parts indistinguishable from air, rocks, water or fire
during the peak I really did transcend my flesh body

I had to give myself permssion tho, taking the pscyhedelic was a frist step but i had to fully give myself permission to go beyond my material body and i ekperienced it for a glimpse and then i ended up grounding myself back into this body

but really there is no difference between anything im talking about, i may eksist as just body flesh rn but I eksisted as the flesh of complete abstractions and visual phenomena in those few seconds
which is what they call seamless being

samadhi

eastern philosophy is a good guide book on how to achieve this state you just have to actually sacrifice your own flesh and pleasure to achieve it instead of gaining it momentarily through a drug
 
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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
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Just don't do it again if you can stop yourself. LSD can cause psychosis and I promise you its not fun. You'll be unable to get just about any job, not to mention keep it for long. And then where will you be? Sorry to put a dampener on your experience with the bad news, idk if this was the right time to tell you
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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Feb 22, 2022
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healing

its all about healing yourself

even suicide is a way for the self to heal itself, of itself! heal, heallllllllllll, just aikido it and healllllllllll heeeel heel boy! heel! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 
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fedup1982

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healing

its all about healing yourself

even suicide is a way for the self to heal itself, of itself! heal, heallllllllllll, just aikido it and healllllllllll heeeel heel boy! heel! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Yeah I know that's how it feels, and in the short term it might feel like it's working. But. One day you may have a bad bad trip and never come back. Or you might trigger psychosis years down the line.
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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Feb 22, 2022
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Just don't do it again if you can stop yourself. LSD can cause psychosis and I promise you its not fun. You'll be unable to get just about any job, not to mention keep it for long. And then where will you be? Sorry to put a dampener on your experience with the bad news, idk if this was the right time to tell you
all those things only matter as long as i want to live

but when you realise all you can do is live you realise psychsosis is living too! and theres no falsehood in psychosis! what the mind really means when it says psychsos is not the content of psyvchosis but the emotional implications, just the emotions of it in general, its not a nice state to be in! complete discordant, but thats as much the fault of the environment and society the psychotic individual is in as much as it is the fault of the psychotic individual for being in such a state of dismay, so really

when people say psychsosis

what i think they really mean is "big scary engigma i do not want to get intimate with because ive seen how it can fuck people up and i really dont wanna get fucked up like that!
Yeah I know that's how it feels, and in the short term it might feel like it's working. But. One day you may have a bad bad trip and never come back. Or you might trigger psychosis years down the line.
no I understand

thank you

every second of this trip has just been me screaming the desire to keep this effortless being permanently

which I think I could achieve through counter-intuitvely asbtaining from psychedelics completely for the time being and reconciling myself with other aspects of consciosuness until I come out a more fully integrated unit
 
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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
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No, I'm telling you. ... this is first hand experience of psychosis talking here! It's not something you want to invite. (Although yes, ive seen it fk other people up too)

Your thoughts and arguments right now don't speak for logic or common sense but blinded perceptions.
 
leloyon

leloyon

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Feb 4, 2023
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Yeah I know that's how it feels, and in the short term it might feel like it's working. But. One day you may have a bad bad trip and never come back. Or you might trigger psychosis years down the line.
stop talking about this while theyre still tripping, you might freak em out
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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Feb 22, 2022
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Your thoughts and arguments right now don't speak for logic or common sense but blinded perceptions.
chigau

I am that I am

logic is just a mode of being I can take on

so are perceptions

so are emotions

they are all modes of being

I am being

I am being

will you deny that of me, fedup1982, that I am being, because I am being!
stop talking about this while theyre still tripping, you might freak em out
I'm long off the peak and being capable of experiencing reality-shattering breaks right now, (but even if I broke id just build myself back together, its all about faith in yourself!)


now im just getting a hungry tummy and temporary attempts to dive back into what I just experienced
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Enjoy the trip :heart:
 
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Seiba

Seiba

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Jun 13, 2021
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I hope you're doing well today based aiko enjoyer.
 
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GhostInTheMachine

GhostInTheMachine

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Nov 5, 2023
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I've recently fallen back into my LSD addiction, but I honestly don't even regret it.
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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Feb 22, 2022
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Have you tried other psychedelics? Maybe you could try ibogaine apparently it's good for breaking addictions/habits but the trip can last up to 2 days :shy:
 
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Nov 13, 2021
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I lordy. I hope not. If I don't die then god will have to fking reckon with me!!

But yeah I believe in the possibility of panpsychism: that everything has some consciousness, however small it might be, and when combined in a certain way it makes each of us. And because of that, there really is no "I" regarding the idea of an individual, but instead a collection of parts indistinguishable from air, rocks, water or fire
I've never had anything like that kind of experience, but I can talk the talk.
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

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Nov 24, 2023
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This is heaven, I'm in heaven, I love you all! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I'm not saying this so much to you, but more to everyone else reading who doesn't understand the significance of LSD, however I am very glad you are able to get to this place and experience this beautiful self-awareness while not being bound by your mask.

For those who've never done LSD, and think the op is 'just' tripping... Ego death is this wonderful experience where you are able to essentially make peace with everything because of the realization that everything is connected and that we are making reality. In a way it's what therapy wishes it could achieve. No I'm not going to lie to you folks and say that it's the be end all solution because for a lot of people it's both all the good and all the bad happening at once, AS the OP described it's like making love to your biggest fears. There is a song by Juice Wrld called The Way which I recommend everyone checking out the video if they're curious to sort of have an idea of what this feels like without actually trying LSD.

There is a lot of comfort in knowing that we as people are a way in which the universe experiences itself through us, which is why the OP is saying things like "we're god" but essentially he or she is experiencing a level of experiencing life for the first time without the weight that we all carry... And I know that on here I don't have to explain that we carry weight but most people don't know the weight they're carrying psychologically until it's lifted - truly lifted. So having this blissful out-of-body experience is much more psychologically benefiting than just a physical body sensation.
Again I'm not telling anyone to try it... However for a lot of people including for myself it saved my life before. I was actually able to talk to myself in a way I never was before and had a Epiphany that I would like to leave all of you with in the hopes that it serves you well... Please stop trying to fill the hole inside yourselves because it's not working and it has never worked. We can learn to love our enemies and still not be around their energy.
Everyone is just trying to figure out life together and in doing so they perpetuate the cycle of abuse endlessly, so respectfully... All the people who have done you wrong are trapped in the cycle of misery and the illusion of value. And I truly think each and every one of you is worth way more let anyone else has ever said or made you feel like.
But the only one who's going to love you the way you need is yourself and God. Whether you take that as a figurative or a literal statement is entirely up to you. But happiness comes from inside and this isn't some new age hippie crap... This is me speaking with all sincerity that certain altered states allow you to reach places that therapy simply can't due to our subconscious awareness of social boundaries. We never truly let anyone in because we truly never let ourselves out entirely without fear of repercussion or consequences. That's why an LSD trip can be so life-changing.
It's a day with your inner child and they don't have all the weight of the world on them. It's freedom in it's purest form unadulterated by the limits of carbon flesh and atomic mass. It's a waking lucid dream and a lenora rain shower in the macrocosm.
Basically... It's where the sidewalk ends and where the healing begins.
 
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RadiantNumber

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Mar 2, 2024
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I tried 300 ug and this was heaey trip, I hope You got fun :P
 
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tooBadTooLate

tooBadTooLate

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Aug 16, 2025
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Man, I really should try that again, maybe more responsibly this time.
 
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GhostInTheMachine

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My record is still 1200ug, doubt I'll ever need to hit that peak again.
 
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