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Suicide Discussion

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dw33ter
Venting limbo
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4
Views
394
dw33ter
dw33ter
zmaophne
SN in France
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0
Views
208
zmaophne
zmaophne
GrayShadow
Venting I don’t know what to do anymore
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4
Views
435
Lycoris
Lycoris
D
Venting Shits so lonely xd
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4
Views
450
At The Bus Stop
A
W
Do you agree the worst painful way to die is not getting any attention at the end?
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9
Views
289
Jan1193
Jan1193
bloodfiend
Venting "well-meaning" people and the loneliness of it all
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1
Views
286
Lycoris
Lycoris
darknessisfine8
Venting i hate people who try to " motivate " you .
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9
Views
846
Lycoris
Lycoris
GrayShadow
Help Ctb by hanging
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2
Views
667
GrayShadow
GrayShadow
ScaredCutter
Venting Useless human
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5
Views
726
GrayShadow
GrayShadow
woofwag
Soon
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4
Views
574
TheHolySword
TheHolySword
ABadPerson
4am
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0
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455
ABadPerson
ABadPerson
D
Getting scared, need help
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2
Views
339
gunmetalblue
gunmetalblue
Dawns
  • Poll
would you use another person’s firearm to CTB?
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17
Views
723
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
eggsausagerice
Venting why am i still alive if i'm alone?
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7
Views
891
Pluto
Pluto
Claymore7274
Venting planning on leaving friends
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3
Views
507
Claymore7274
Claymore7274
nails
i'll just die asap, i can't wait
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2
Views
570
nails
nails
Ginny
Help Im very desperate to find a method for. me to apply today
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5
Views
635
moin
moin
pharma
Method Will 6750 mg of Zoloft work?
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6
Views
601
capi
capi
TAW122
Further debunking of the old and tired anti-MAiD argument
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2
Views
442
TAW122
TAW122
Lycoris
Venting I think its time to give up
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0
Views
348
Lycoris
Lycoris
L'absent
Silent Laughter in the Theater of Emptiness
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1
Views
292
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
S
what are my odds of dying if i follow PPH SN protocol to a tee?
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2
Views
253
Hvergelmir
H
W
Venting Having to "get better" just so I can end my life
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5
Views
360
Alex_Was_Here
Alex_Was_Here
Ginny
Help I Had an attempt yesterday and it failes
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10
Views
567
Ginny
Ginny
WPack
Venting Tired of life but too scared to end it.
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2
Views
470
Hollowman
H
Ravel
Venting I’m afraid I’ll never be able to ctb
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9
Views
698
Irisse
Irisse
Ginny
Help I want to end it today
Replies
7
Views
493
Irisse
Irisse
T
Resource The lethality of suicide methods: A systematic review and meta-analysis
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6
Views
767
socksnsandles
S
JustBeingHere377
Venting Convoluted rant about my dad and everything
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0
Views
250
JustBeingHere377
JustBeingHere377
lunar02102009
God i just want death its not that much of an ask.
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3
Views
438
Ligottian
L
pogostick
Pre-attempt thoughts thread (attempt date oct 1)
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41
Views
3K
_RustyLeaf321
_RustyLeaf321
Alex_Was_Here
Venting I love you.
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2
Views
512
Alex_Was_Here
Alex_Was_Here
S
Subcutaneous vs IV for heroin method
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2
Views
236
starspangledstammer
S
starboy2k
its just fear after all🙄
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4
Views
446
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
D
Venting Everyone I love is leaving me and I want to die but can't afford it
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1
Views
497
PeopleAreCruel
PeopleAreCruel
A
Sn can be easily bought here in egypt. But I don't have the energy to execute my sn plan. Which I had a partner to help me.
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3
Views
213
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
S
I feel like I can't beat my trauma
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2
Views
288
whywere
W
C
How to find motivation to CTB?
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5
Views
517
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
D
Is it still possible to obtain SN in the UK
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31
Views
2K
lemonadeandgrapes
lemonadeandgrapes
LittleSunshine
Special wishes on CBT day?
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0
Views
316
LittleSunshine
LittleSunshine
themaxtrixisreality
Looking for a reliable source of SN/ I’m based In the UK/Ireland ideally avoiding any welfare checks, any help would be greatly appreciated appreciate
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8
Views
802
themaxtrixisreality
themaxtrixisreality
M
Will 2700mg of MDMA do the job?
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3
Views
261
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
unique pumpkin
Venting Now that the hope is gone
Replies
1
Views
386
NutOrat
NutOrat
R
Venting Currently feeling hot and stupid on DXM
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0
Views
290
r67k
R
W
Venting CTB in one week if nothing changes
Replies
7
Views
472
moin
moin
huhokaythen
Venting college is hard
Replies
4
Views
468
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
L
It's Amazing
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0
Views
173
Ligottian
L
ohbojackno
  • Question
Help Full or partial hanging help
Replies
7
Views
1K
AreWeWinning
AreWeWinning
N
Method My SN arrived today
Replies
9
Views
743
darksouls
darksouls
T
BO/ BM to the UK
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0
Views
263
Thesaxmachine
T
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