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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
bugfart
Had a very convincing dream today that I was actually dying from suicide and when I woke up I realized I may regret suicide
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3
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724
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Life_and_Death
Help Prayer Beads
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3
Views
602
CPY
C
ForgottenAgain
Am I already happy without knowing it?
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5
Views
934
a.fool
A
meddle
Story a little vent
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5
Views
556
a.fool
A
wasteandvoid
Story I dont even know what has happened
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3
Views
586
wasteandvoid
wasteandvoid
Some place nice
Why can't the thoughts just go away and why can't everyone be happy
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3
Views
614
StruggleWithin
StruggleWithin
TheLastGreySky
yerba mate tea?
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5
Views
619
UnwillingSavior
UnwillingSavior
A
I'm not sure where to post this but it's some art from a therapist video called "Man and Woman trying to touch"
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8
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964
F@#$
F
a333
Help WHERE THE FUCK DO I LIVE (people in Victoria/Australia help please)
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1
Views
468
Pluto
Pluto
illvoid
Personality Disorder(s)?
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3
Views
499
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
divinemistress87
Microdosing shrooms
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8
Views
661
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
SMG08ABUSER
I feel so weird
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2
Views
480
Redacted24
R
H
Goodbye, once more
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9
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1K
Princess_Kitty
Princess_Kitty
Turmeric
Story Deciding if I should check myself in.
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5
Views
708
Turmeric
Turmeric
AnHeroTransGirl
How do I gain control of my life/my family for once without consequence?
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44
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4K
AnHeroTransGirl
AnHeroTransGirl
apgpfk
been wanting to not go to my friend's bday celebration :(
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4
Views
582
Labyrinth
Labyrinth
bittersweetmatcha
I want to end my life, but i have small kids
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20
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2K
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
vuberpoot1
I kind of love this forum
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5
Views
732
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
apgpfk
anyone have tips on not taking boundaries too personally?
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7
Views
753
shinitai_sh0jo
shinitai_sh0jo
2stubborn2die
Story New to the forum, want to present myself. It won't hurt if you comment or just say hi.
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6
Views
603
2stubborn2die
2stubborn2die
SMG08ABUSER
Desperately struggling
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4
Views
809
ThatStateOfMind
T
SecretDissociation
Recovery is making me want to die/ It is so hard.
Replies
6
Views
675
Forever Sleep
F
Celerity
Discussion A Part of Me Is Afraid of Recovery
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10
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1K
Forever Sleep
F
Labyrinth
Discussion non-existence
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3
Views
604
Forever Sleep
F
Life_and_Death
Addiction and Recovery; Playing with Fire?
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12
Views
1K
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
Linalez
Any lgbt people in Central Western Europe? (Je parle français, Ich spreche Deutsch, Hablo español + PT)
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1
Views
434
BlackMoon
BlackMoon
user933957
Help should i admit myself in the hospital?
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2
Views
451
space-jester
space-jester
bloomingdark
Coming back?
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0
Views
373
bloomingdark
bloomingdark
struggles_inc
Story Love in the air
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0
Views
367
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
LoiteringClouds
Discussion Joy of Raising/Having Kids - Whether Biological or Foster Ones - please share!
Replies
8
Views
747
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
CrazyDiamond04
Discussion I’ve been trying to improve and it feels awful.
Replies
1
Views
397
Celerity
Celerity
J
Discussion Old Soul
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6
Views
874
Celerity
Celerity
Kimlett
Some things about me and some venting
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3
Views
412
Kimlett
Kimlett
almaPerdida
Story Having second thoughts
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6
Views
772
almaPerdida
almaPerdida
illvoid
ruining my own life don't know how to stop
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4
Views
594
apgpfk
apgpfk
N33dT0D13
Disappearing (Vent)
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3
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1K
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
bleedingbxnes
the long term
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2
Views
512
bleedingbxnes
bleedingbxnes
K
DMT for treatment resistant depression
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9
Views
1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
SenelXamano
Help Can my friend check themself into a mental hospital at 16?
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5
Views
593
puella
puella
subhuman metalhead
Help Trying to switch therapists
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0
Views
312
subhuman metalhead
subhuman metalhead
apgpfk
struggling again after making good progress
Replies
2
Views
480
apgpfk
apgpfk
Abandoned Character
Do not Identify -- The Importance of Spirituality in Recovery
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0
Views
362
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
Z
Help Need Therapy, Not Sure Where to Look
Replies
6
Views
946
Argo
A
Some place nice
Should I go to a mental hospital?
Replies
2
Views
478
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
ForgottenAgain
Story No longer suicidal but don't know how to recover
Replies
1
Views
430
Redacted24
R
Some place nice
I'm not doing well
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2
Views
494
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
Pg.964
I cant stop obsessing over the idea of ctb
Replies
3
Views
414
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
A
It's hard!
Replies
4
Views
664
Dot
Dot
amnotreal
i want my family to believe me
Replies
2
Views
398
amnotreal
amnotreal
kittyswift
Story trying to stay positive
Replies
5
Views
546
kittyswift
kittyswift
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