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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Opiates helped me? Possibly starting recovery journey
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4
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Justnotme
Justnotme
nembutal
i miss heroin
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1
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447
antilife
antilife
Adûnâi
Story I'm a radical autistic incel idiot from the Ukraine
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2
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668
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
a_carbon_based_life
Story [Venting] i want to explore the possibility of getting better without completely ruling out cbt
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8
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658
a_carbon_based_life
a_carbon_based_life
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Story The loss of my cat changed me for the worse.
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3
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548
ThatStateOfMind
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platypusfan
Now I am lonely, any tips?
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24
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1K
platypusfan
platypusfan
moondazed
Story I wish I had given her a hug
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3
Views
613
AllCatsAreGrey
AllCatsAreGrey
dylanoffline
Story None of my friends realized
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15
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1K
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
RedHates
Might be homeless but still alive.
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2
Views
399
moondazed
moondazed
parader
too anxious to sleep, too tired to stay awake
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4
Views
443
parader
parader
90SecondsToMidnight
Relapsed, But still fighting
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3
Views
555
90SecondsToMidnight
90SecondsToMidnight
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i just want to feel better
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3
Views
552
Life Is My Coffin
Life Is My Coffin
Don’tDoxMe
I’ve decided to quit school for the semester
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5
Views
462
Left
Left
Cepi
Discussion Could aliens help you?
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6
Views
583
Cepi
Cepi
Shiva_Story
  • Poll
physical vs digital life poll
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0
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361
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
Chickennoodlesoup
Help I am full of guilt. I am in love.
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1
Views
430
Enlighten
Enlighten
nembutal
coping with loss
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2
Views
369
Morana
M
S
Help Am I suicidal or miserable in relationship?
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2
Views
439
sillyusername69
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jinx <3
music helps, a bit
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7
Views
465
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
Anonymoususer1234
Trouble Getting Out Of Bed
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4
Views
467
Amyend88
Amyend88
I
I want to die, but before I go, give me reason to live.
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12
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1K
Saxenomorph
Saxenomorph
LivingForTheMoment
My Life After Attempting Suicide
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0
Views
486
LivingForTheMoment
LivingForTheMoment
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Discussion Ever feel you just can't match the energy of other people?
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2
Views
537
spinningship
S
RussianRoulette
Anyone struggling with porn ?
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8
Views
789
Enlighten
Enlighten
poppysgarden
sometimes I feel like I would like to talk to someone
Replies
11
Views
881
Saxenomorph
Saxenomorph
duwangJEff
(Mostly) no longer suicidal
Replies
5
Views
575
real human being
real human being
porcupinetree
No longer want to ctb but i am still unwell
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0
Views
338
porcupinetree
porcupinetree
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Anyone know the connection between mental and physical health?
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2
Views
401
carac
carac
D
Story Why does nothing work?
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10
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1K
TooConscious
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Cage
Sometimes I feel better, and lose interest in coming here, and I feel bad for that
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11
Views
586
Duality
D
iamalreadydead
whats your suggested.. course of action?
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2
Views
531
Lavender Dreams
Lavender Dreams
I
Are hospitals worse than jail?
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24
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1K
vespera
vespera
catgirl4lifes
took a shower.
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7
Views
606
Bleedingheartbeat
Bleedingheartbeat
ChiseHatori
Do I want to keep trying to live or...?
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1
Views
483
carac
carac
Don’tDoxMe
Doctors won’t try ketamine, ECT, magnetic therapy, etc.
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2
Views
376
conflagration
C
dazed_dreamer
Brain Fog and School
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5
Views
868
moondazed
moondazed
R
How to want to get better
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2
Views
391
moondazed
moondazed
zeek
should i check myself in
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3
Views
429
ifeelsobad
I
Spike Spiegel
Has anyone turned to philosophy to try and help their depression/ anxiety.
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19
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1K
deathviahanging
deathviahanging
Tionally
Citalopram for Derealization/Depersonalization
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3
Views
412
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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Discussion Better the devil you know
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3
Views
501
ClownWorld2023
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catgirl4lifes
Discussion tell me why you persist.
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22
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1K
Done_Surviving
D
catgirl4lifes
threw out the trash.
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5
Views
453
AshClouds
AshClouds
Lookoutbelow
Has anyone checked themselves into a psych ward?
Replies
29
Views
2K
antilife
antilife
moondazed
The silence is deafening
Replies
9
Views
844
real human being
real human being
SpacexJunkie
Story Don't yet understand my purpose
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2
Views
613
Hollowman
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Lonelyhotcake
I was getting better, I swear.
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2
Views
426
Lonelyhotcake
Lonelyhotcake
lsjfifie
Help getting help, got healed, relapsing, doing it all over again.
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5
Views
558
UtopianSoliloquies
UtopianSoliloquies
catgirl4lifes
no struggles are worse than others.
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3
Views
401
AshClouds
AshClouds
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Feeling trapped
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3
Views
718
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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