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Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚

Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚

Student
Oct 8, 2024
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Honestly, I've felt kinda grouchy the last few days.


Haven't expressed it outwardly, but internally I've just felt very negative?

Also not as motivated, BUT on the other hand I have had determination. Sometimes it's just a phrase I tell myself or sometimes I say it verbally to cement it but when there's something I really don't wanna do I say "when you really don't wanna do something is when you need to do it the most."

It's really helped.

Moreover I've tried staying to a list of things needing to get done but I just feel so tired lately, I'm going to get more sleep tonight.

But yeah, what my days have been for the last few weeks is school, health, occasional baking/cooking and draw here and there. I also day dream a lot, especially on my walks. In the evenings, I either play phone games or read comics; the last few things being self care, journaling here and FaceTiming my bf before sleeping.

And throughout the day when I get annoyed about something I just remind myself I won't be living with my family much longer and it keeps me calm and looking forward to the future.

Honestly though, I don't have any plans for anything interesting until Sunday, I want to try to spice things up!

If you guys have any suggestions on things to do in your free time that'd be nice!

Seeya🩵

Xxx
 

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