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lofistos345

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There is comment explaining why it went wrong. Can anyone explain.
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

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Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
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I just want to point out that
Ativan Withdrawal and tolerance to ativan as well as Gabapentin Withdrawal or high dosing Gabapentin for a long period of time can cause all these symptoms too.

It would seem to me if he was sick enough to CTB, and now he is even more sick and knows exactly why he failed. He would have already attempted again.

I'm not saying people should not believe this guy. Almost any suicide failure can cause brain damage, but he is also taking some really hardcore drugs intended for short term use. Gabapentin alone depletes you of magnesium and calcium , low enough magnesium on its own can cause seizures.
 
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Oct 22, 2019
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There is comment explaining why it went wrong. Can anyone explain.

If a person does their research--slowly, calmly, completely, taking notes, asking questions, for as long as it takes--and if they acquire the correct materials, and if they assemble these materials correctly, and if they meticulously follow the simple directions for the final process, this method is 100% effective.
 
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Shakespear's Brother

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Sep 10, 2019
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Fuck, his situation is so heartbreaking, he is in so much pain and distress.

There is comment explaining why it went wrong. Can anyone explain.

He himself admits he ordered things "very hastily", so that also makes me wonder what else he did hastily and how that may have contributed to the failure.

Because exit bag with inert gas is not something that can be carried out hastily.

His comment about the gauge being wrong, that "it did read 15 ml" is not very clear. Is he saying the gauge or flowmeter/regulator was defective?
 
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If he had just experienced a Grand Mal, he would not be standing there making this video. Human error in the flow rate caused this to fail, not the method itself.

Sadly, there will always be times where things go wrong, human error, being found, throwing up etc etc. That does not make any method bad or a poor choice. Research, research and then research some more.
 
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