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Your craziest suicidal thought or fantasy?
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When I'm waiting for the train at the train station, my intrusive thoughts are so bad that I imagine just jumping in front of the train, but I would never do that because I don't want to traumatize the train driver and the passengers
My fantasy is not unobtainable. All I would like is a gun. Trains scare me. I wait and get too anxious waiting around and then leave. A gun would be so instant. I'm already impulsive and don't think before doing things.. pulling a trigger would be simple. I almost don't care who finds me anymore.
I feel the same. I can't let people around me know what I think, it's all very dark and sick. All this hate is burning me from inside, the pain is so bad, I want to die so much.
When I'm waiting for the train at the train station, my intrusive thoughts are so bad that I imagine just jumping in front of the train, but I would never do that because I don't want to traumatize the train driver and the passengers
My fantasy is not unobtainable. All I would like is a gun. Trains scare me. I wait and get too anxious waiting around and then leave. A gun would be so instant. I'm already impulsive and don't think before doing things.. pulling a trigger would be simple. I almost don't care who finds me anymore.
I think about this several times every day. I like to think I'd already be gone if I could get my hands on a firearm. One simple pull of a trigger and... nothing. No more crushing pain in the heart every moment, no more dark thoughts and memories. Just instantly erased from existence. What a dream. Like pushing a button and becoming inert meat.
I was obsessed with the Golden Gate Bridge after watching the documentary about suicides from it. So obsessed I watched 10 times. Sadly, they put suicid nets in it, so that is not really an option anymore
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