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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
how many of you are gonna die with zero to very little regrets. im happy to say i will. thats probably my proudest achievement about it all. the fact that i know i tried to make shit work but life just wasnt will to play ball with me. i take comfort in that
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
160
i have every possible regret. i lost my life to a fucking virus
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

I love Silent Hill 2
Dec 24, 2025
299
I have many of my life problems resolved, but I have some regrets, though they are minor. I think what still bothers me is the Ctb of my gf
 
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ScholarOfDespair

ScholarOfDespair

Member
Sep 27, 2025
85
I regret many things, but I don't give a shit anymore at this point.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
475
only regret will be not doing it sooner
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Specialist
Dec 10, 2025
345
I regret every action and every decision I've ever made. Whether I live or die these regrets will be with me forever. I genuinely hate life
 
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orvreader

orvreader

Member
Dec 26, 2025
71
I wouldn't be here if I don't have regrets.
 
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
273
how many of you are gonna die with zero to very little regrets. im happy to say i will. thats probably my proudest achievement about it all. the fact that i know i tried to make shit work but life just wasnt will to play ball with me. i take comfort in that
I mean, ever since ,2015 I've been a shadow of my former self. I just regret not having a time machine but that's about it. This past decade brought nothing positive to my life. (Well I had my first love & breakup but that's about that) The following decades won't either so yeah, I'll die without regret
 
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daruino

Member
Nov 9, 2025
59
regrets about ctb, or regrets about life? I guess I'm going to ctb when I'm 100% sure and have taken care of things. No regrets about ctb..
However I still have regrets about how I lived my life, things I did, but you just learn to accept this at a certain point, it's not like you can change the past.
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
504
I'll die with regrets for sure. Regrets of trusting doctors who ruined my life. I never wanted to suicide. I still don't want to but have no other choice
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,009
All I regret is suffering in this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence in the first place, existence itself is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, to exist means to suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence.


I see it as something so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence is just something so evil that only ever brings pain and suffering, the suffering this existence causes is endless and I'd only be relieved to never suffer again.

To permanently cease existing would solve everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, ceasing to exist would save me from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen that was completely unnecessary, I find it horrific how a human can exist for so long in this terrible, torturous existence, to be conscious in this existence of futile suffering truly is an abomination, all I see as beautiful is non-existence, all I see as positive is never having to exist again.
 
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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Student
Dec 8, 2025
136
I'll have many regrets, but that's okay.
 
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maylurker

Experienced
Dec 28, 2025
275
if i'd die by ctb the ctb would be the regret on its own
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,206
I have countless regrets. Thousands. Some big, many small, but they occur to me daily. It is overwhelming.
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
771
I regret every action and every decision I've ever made. Whether I live or die these regrets will be with me forever. I genuinely hate life
I too can't forget the past. I wish humans could be like dogs, live in the moment, and not be continuously haunted by out past.
 
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zizzou

Forever young, I wanna be
Sep 25, 2025
154
regret is why I need to die. theres nothing for me here anymore but heartbreak and misery
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,892
With regrets to have never be born
 
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mourningyesterday

mourningyesterday

Member
Apr 30, 2025
49
so many regrets, almost every decision i've have made has been wrong and lead me here makes me sick to my stomach
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Specialist
Dec 10, 2025
345
I too can't forget the past. I wish humans could be like dogs, live in the moment, and not be continuously haunted by out past.
If I could, if it was possible, I would erase my entire memory, including all the good ones, all the lessons, everything, just to be able to not recall my regrets. Regrets are one of the worst things, especially when you have as many regrets as I do.
 
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BRAINWORMS

BRAINWORMS

dust to dust
Jul 20, 2020
161
I have a lot of regrets, but the main one coming to mind right now is never getting to see a really bright aurora borealis.
 
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kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
586
I don't have any regrets. Not because I did everything right and got everything that I wanted, but because I don't even want anything to begin with. All I want is to end this suffering. Actually, my regret is not dying sooner and forcing myself to suffer more in life.
 
aceless_spade

aceless_spade

Accepting Reality
Sep 26, 2024
19
Unfortunately I will. I will leave behind a wife with no husband, friends with no reunion, a family with no eldest son, and at worst possibly a child without their birth father to answer to. That is why I journal and audio document to leave as much answer as to who I am and why this was inevitable.

I believe for the most part outside of that I have none on a personal level. I lived as I pleased until I graduated college and obtained true responsibilities. I am very fortunate compared to many here.

But this is something that will eventually happen. I do not know when but I do know that it something that must be done. I will do my best to minimize pain because of the regrets I have.
 
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iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
53
I regret a lot, but even if I took all those missed opportunities I think I'd still be suicidal. So thats comforting in a way I guess
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
471
Guilt and regret consume me. I fucking hate myself for what I've done.
 
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finaldestination22

finaldestination22

Member
Oct 30, 2025
24
I don't think suicide without regrets exist, for a human to take his own life something needs to push it into doing it
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
I don't think suicide without regrets exist, for a human to take his own life something needs to push it into doing it
chronic pain in my case which was caused in no part of my doing so. nothing to regret in my case.
 
inextremis

inextremis

Member
Jan 22, 2026
15
My life is nothing but regrets. There's nothing left I want to do though so I think my exit would be pretty easy.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,389
Not me for sure. I have more regrets than I can count.
 
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