You ever feel too lazy to cut?

[Leonard_Bangley39]

very often ill be at work and either ill start having tons of negative thoughts or something will happen that will put me in a shit mood and all day long ill be like "god, im gonna cut so fucking much when i get home"

but then once i finally get home i cant even be bothered to do it anymore. I'll either only do a few cuts or i just wont bother cutting at all.

 

[h3artstopping]

Yeah it happens all the time, nowadays I mostly just go to sleep

 

[emptymiku]

yup. just cant even be bothered

 

[chewedmeat]

yeah i do the same. when i was attempting harm reduction i wouldnt bring a blade but when i finally got access to a blade i had lost the will. i think its because youve overcome most of the distress by the time u do get home you dont need an outlet for it, so the few cuts you do cut are more like an obligation because you told yourself youd cut when you were upset. just assuming tho idk

 

[bakenohana]

i haven't cut in a year because I'm so lazy even though i want to so i get you

 

[theevildoctors]

all the time, i tell myself i'm going to, because i KNOW i deserve it, and then i either just do one or two cuts or i just lay in bed.

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

yeah i do the same. when i was attempting harm reduction i wouldnt bring a blade but when i finally got access to a blade i had lost the will. i think its because youve overcome most of the distress by the time u do get home you dont need an outlet for it, so the few cuts you do cut are more like an obligation because you told yourself youd cut when you were upset. just assuming tho idk

no that's pretty accurate

 

[Luke27]

My tagline is hate life but scared of pain

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

yes lol. i just drink now (do NOT recommend)

 

[Chuunibyou]

Yeah, I don't self harm when I'm too depressed. It's just a nice emotional release when I'm feeling, like, mildly bad I guess.

For me, when I'm too depressed it doesn't feel worth it anymore, because I don't feel any motivation to seek out a positive emotional release like what it gives me (even if the method itself is seen as "negative" by most, the emotions it gives me feel good). It's the same laziness I feel as when I can no longer be bothered with video games or whatever.