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[spero_meliora]

I'm so sorry you're having such scary results - how are you now? Have you had a clear EKG?

Sending you hugs.

 

[EternalSkies]

They have been bad until now. Not fine. But looks better now

I think I May have been close to dying when tge effects felt like being put under and was feeling generally very bad
They said it was worse this time than all others
They said it was worse this time than all others

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

What was the treatment protocol? Did they give you emetics, charcoal or atropine?

I realize it might be hard to put into words what "bad" feels like with this but was there any nausea or internal pain?

 

[EternalSkies]

Nothing but potassium. They just told me my heart has been very bad and I couldve died. It could have stopped at any point apparently.

Intense nausea first 4 hours

 

[spero_meliora]

thank you for reporting back, I'm glad you're (relatively) okay. how are you feeling now? any lasting effects?

 

[EternalSkies]

Heart is still not at regular levels but improving

 

[starlightstarbright]

I hope the physical effects dissipate quickly and you're able to get some rest. That sounds absolutely terrifying to go through.

 

[EternalSkies]

They were worried my heart wouldn't recover. But it has from what it seems recovered fully now. Almost 42 hours later.
I had chatgpt write down some of the symptoms I had during those hours (they appeared on the ekgs)

Symptom/Sign	Meaning
T-wave changes	Repolarization abnormality	Delayed potassium channel recovery
Incomplete right bundle branch block (RBBB)	Delayed conduction in right ventricle
Right axis deviation	Electrical vector altered
QRS prolongation: 150 ms → 136 → 128…	Slowed ventricular conduction
"Intravenous conduction block"	Generalized conduction delay

 

[ChaseTheSun]

First of all Thank you for providing the story and backstory of your attempts. It was really interesting for me to read, because your method really puzzles me. I never heard about it and I find it in a weird sense satisfying to die with the products of nature.

One Question about the psychardward. As far as I understood you went there serveral times. (Disclaimer I was never in one, so I will probably ask weird questions) I guess they know you by now. How long does it take to be released? Can they keep you in at one point because they think you will try it again?

 

[EternalSkies]

First time took 4 weeks to be released from psychward. Then I could be released within hour to 2 days.
Because I made them change the psychiatrist and they understand that forcing me to be there can do more damage than good.
Also think they realized that can't really help me with anything there. And I figured out a way to escape so I was a security risk and extra work for them there

I can practically tell them I'll do something and I'll still be let out at this point

 

[ChaseTheSun]

Wow that sounds like you cracked the code for psychward. :D