Y'all feel depreses after wake up?

[Ougizh]

I'm always im wake up from sleep, I wake too suicidal or depress af, and when the night come and everyone's is asleep I feel like shit, somebody feel like this?

 

[Oyoy]

If I could sleep all day I would be in hog heaven. I love the night. Waking
up early makes me want to drown in my sorrow.

 

[waterbottleman]

I've noticed a new symptom recently. The dreams I have right before I wake up sometimes make me dream of some negative irl event that causes me to wake up feeling depressed from them. Like I wake up and realize that the dream isn't real, but I'm rattled emotionally by perceiving it to be real while I dreamt.

 

[mediocre]

Every. Single. Day. I never wake up just feeling ok anymore. I used to but not in the past 2 years.

 

[faust]

Often when I wake up I feel that something is terribly wrong with me.
There are even some thoughts which never usually come when I am fully awake.
I would prefer not to sleep at all, because every time I become awake everything like nullifies and returns to the same bad level.
The days are much shorter when I fall asleep and I often realize that nothing was done the previous today like any other days.
Insomnia makes me feel a bit better, but it is physically hard.
So yes, I don't like to wake up. When I am sleepy I am not extremely depressed, but when I wake up, the cycle continues again and again.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

I dream about positive stuff... when I wake up I feel absolutely horrible it's like I'm being strangled all day long

 

[Ougizh]

I dream about positive stuff... when I wake up I feel absolutely horrible it's like I'm being strangled all day long

I understand you

 

[Mr2005]

I wake up and the nightmare starts all over again

 

[oneanonymous]

Definitely. I'm the most depressed when I wake up, but I still want to sleep all the time. Of course, I work third shift, so it's usually already dark when I wake up too. Like someone else said, my dreams lately have also caused uneasy feelings upon waking. I've always suffered from nightmares and night terrors, but lately they've felt different. They have this painful nostalgia attached to them and it makes me even more depressed. Even though I've always been a night owl and prefer the night, lately my depression is much worse after dark. I wake up really anxious too, but it goes away quickly. The depression usually takes an hour or two to get better, but then the anxiety spikes again. When the anxiety starts to fade, the depression comes back. That's just how it is for me. When I'm less depressed, I'm more anxious. When I'm more anxious, I'm less depressed. Then there are the waves when they equally overlap which is particularly fun. No peace.

 

[Kumachan]

Mornings are the worst. Every time i wake up all this shit comes flooding in.

 

[s1mplem3]

Yes.

 

[Rockman]

YES. Every morning and night since year and my irrevesible health decisions. Sleep less nights or sleep in days to much. Im so tired.

 

[FireFox]

Yes

I feel like shit when i wake up everyday . All I feel is why cant die ? Why do i have to have another day

I feel overwhelemed with all my problems in my life as i feel like they will never go away.

Currently i am kitchen thinking of self harming. It does not help there knives, fire etc.

I feel my brain is foggy i cant think properly anymore,

 

[Ougizh]

Sorry heard that about you, I nerver hurt myself I only one time I cut my chest but no deeply and that was all, if I going to hurt myself I prefer do it forever like a permanent died, but I still have fear a lot of fear

 

[Cadō]

These days, the dreams seem to taunt me before I rise. Like some kind of nefarious warm up for the grand show.

 

[MaybeSoon]

Sometimes, normally the mornings are the best time of the day for me. Sometimes I wake up and everything feels Okay, even good. Until I remember the situation I'm in then it's all downhill from there.

Night time for me is the worst, my head starts to implode as soon as I start feeling fatigue and by the time I get to lie in bed my demons are out in full force. That's why I drink, it dulls my mind a little.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I feel heavy when I wake up. It's like my body refuses to go through that same daily bullshit again.

 

[Notabadguy]

I'm depressed, at the moment in sick leave, when I feel worse is when I wake up.

 

[disabledandhopeless]

That's me almost everytime I wake up

 

[Donk]

Definitely. I'm the most depressed when I wake up, but I still want to sleep all the time. Of course, I work third shift, so it's usually already dark when I wake up too. Like someone else said, my dreams lately have also caused uneasy feelings upon waking. I've always suffered from nightmares and night terrors, but lately they've felt different. They have this painful nostalgia attached to them and it makes me even more depressed. Even though I've always been a night owl and prefer the night, lately my depression is much worse after dark. I wake up really anxious too, but it goes away quickly. The depression usually takes an hour or two to get better, but then the anxiety spikes again. When the anxiety starts to fade, the depression comes back. That's just how it is for me. When I'm less depressed, I'm more anxious. When I'm more anxious, I'm less depressed. Then there are the waves when they equally overlap which is particularly fun. No peace.

you put the words out of my mouth.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm always im wake up from sleep, I wake too suicidal or depress af, and when the night come and everyone's is asleep I feel like shit, somebody feel like this?

I can't remember a time anymore when I haven't woke up depressed & suicidal. I've been awake most of the night. I tried to sleep … it only lasted a couple hours.
When I'm off and I wake up... I feel tired and want to go back to bed a few hours later.

 

[I_love_to_bake]

I've noticed a new symptom recently. The dreams I have right before I wake up sometimes make me dream of some negative irl event that causes me to wake up feeling depressed from them. Like I wake up and realize that the dream isn't real, but I'm rattled emotionally by perceiving it to be real while I dreamt.

I have a similar experience. Usually, my dreams are just extremely depressing. Does anyone else have recurring ctb dreams?

Really knocks you off center to wake up having just ctb but in a dream. I wonder if that's what reincarnation feels like.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

It's the same for me, I wake up and the weight of depressing reality crushes my soul.

 

[bpdandme]

When I wake up and realise I am alive and this is my reality, I hate it.

 

[Mooshi]

Yes, one of the first things I think when I wake up is how I wished I died in my sleep. Sleeping is one of my favorite things, it's the only time when I get peace. Then when I wake up the nightmare starts all over again.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Yup. I wake up feeling peaceful, and then the dread just comes flooding in. Sometimes I take a sleeping pull and just go back to sleep so I can be free again just for a little bit longer.

 

[muffin222]

It varies. Some days I wake up energized and full of zeal, then other days I just lie in bed staring at the ceiling or trying to fall back asleep as long as possible so I don't have to wake up because the prospect of facing the day is so dreadful.

I think I might be bipolar, though, so maybe that explains the stark contrast :\
It varies. Some days I wake up energized and full of zeal, then other days I just lie in bed staring at the ceiling or trying to fall back asleep as long as possible so I don't have to wake up because the prospect of facing the day is so dreadful.

I think I might be bipolar, though, so maybe that explains the stark contrast :\

 

[hypnogen]

I usually wake up screaming automatically lol

 

[Lostandfound7]

Same.. Every morning I wake up looking forward to the night so that I can go back to sleep...

 

[MartyByrde]

I try to sleep as much and as long as possible. Every time I wake up, immediate dread sets in.