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Zardoz

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May 21, 2025
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I have partied enough in my day to become very good friends with my toilet. Also threw up a lot from anxiety when I was younger. Yeah, it sucks but if you do not fight it and just let it out, it is not so bad.

Same here, I'm not so bothered about the experience of vomiting itself.

But I think the issue with SN CTB is that you will vomit up the SN and the amount left in you is then unknown.
Hence the standard advice to have a second SN preparation ready, and drink it if you vomit after the first, or abort the attempt by inducing further vomiting (fingers down the throat) to get everything out.

This aspect of it scares me a little, a partial/failed attempt.

But from reports, even with some vomiting (which is to be expected), enough has already been absorbed and/or is left for it to still be fatal.
And which I understand is also partly why the recommended dose of 25g is very high, when <5g is considered enough to be fatal, and reports of less than that too.

Dunno. All we can do is follow the standard protocol I guess, as many people oft repeat.
 
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