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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
the question is not about how impossible it may be to find a partner but your preference on how you CTB with or with out people
 
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heysunshine

Member
Feb 27, 2024
56
i would love a partner, but only someone i felt a close emotional connection with. i feel like it would bring me a lot of comfort. However, I would not want to have influenced their choice to ctb in any way whatsoever. It would need to be completely their choice.
 
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cryone

cryone

Experienced
Nov 23, 2023
262
in theory, i would def like to be comforted during my attempt by a partner. of course, reality is very different n it just isn't very worth the legal risks n dangers for me.
 
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jacobryan

Member
Mar 11, 2024
99
I think it would be nice to have a partner to ctb with. But as stated above, I'd want it to be their choice.
 
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The Burning Fool

The Burning Fool

Falling through the abyss of insanity
Sep 12, 2023
289
I wouldn't risk trusting anyone just so they can drag me back. I'll sort it all out by myself, because I want to be the one in control. People are just overcomplicated machines. I'd trust a guillotine, a gun or a grenade because they're relatively simple ones.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
Definitely alone. I don't trust anybody to ctb in front of
 
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tuey32

tuey32

Student
Jun 20, 2023
103
Alone. I wouldn't want to bring someone with me
 
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DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
606
I would like to die with a partner or in group suicide preferably with people I know. What scares me the most is dying alone. But it has been hard to find someone here in my city and country. That is one of the problems with civilization - difficulty with human contact. It is weird really because it is overcrowded here.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
908
Ideally, with a partner; the thought of dying alone both saddens and frightens me, but practically speaking? Alone.
 
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grahf

Broken English from Indonesia
Mar 3, 2024
140
I'd love to have partner when ctb but it's impossible
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,166
I want to peacefully die alone, far away from this repulsive and cruel human species. If it was up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish to disappear and be forgotten about.
 
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Soontobegoner

Student
Feb 4, 2024
121
a partner with same mindset can help taking those final steps
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Alone for me because I'm afraid of something going more wrong or they'd probably be devastated if I were to die but somehow not them and besides nobody needs to be involved in my mad stuff it would just make me feel more guilty too.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,083
the question is not about how impossible it may be to find a partner but your preference on how you CTB with or with out people
Removing all the external factors, hypothetically, I wouldn't mind having a partner as long as we go at the same exact time. Don't want to stay behind to witness them dying.
 
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Lobster_Toast1281

Lobster_Toast1281

Member
Dec 25, 2023
14
I'd probably do it alone.
 
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IwannaDazai

IwannaDazai

Member
Mar 3, 2024
13
Alone. When the time comes I want to be able to convince myself (as much as is possible) that I'm just falling asleep. Complicated methods or having another person around would make that difficult for me, I think.
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
159
If I were to do it with someone I feel like my annoyingly strong SI would go away.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
530
I'd prefer having a partner ♥️
 
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littlebean

littlebean

Member
Mar 11, 2024
21
I would actually do it with a partner just to be there with me and watch me die
 
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broth0100

broth0100

i’m not in the tide i be under it, Jaws
Oct 23, 2023
170
For some reason id strongly prefer having someone kill me to having a partner lol
For some reason id strongly prefer having someone kill me to having a partner lol
The thought of having someone die next to me makes me feel worse i guess
 
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gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

Wageslave
Aug 1, 2023
138
I want to die alone in a cold empty hotel room. I don't want a single person near me when I'm dying. I want to die all alone
 
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DarkThoughts

DarkThoughts

eepy guy, hoping to CTB with someone else.
Feb 6, 2024
119
I would love to CTB with someone else, it would be very comforting.
 
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Valso

Valso

Student
Mar 12, 2024
125
WTH is CTB? I doubt it's "Cement-Treated Base" or "Community Trusted Bank".
 
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JamieD

Member
Feb 28, 2021
51
In an ideal world, with a partner so that we can discuss and make sure everything is planned to perfection.
 
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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
I think it would be nice to have a partner to ctb with. But as stated above, I'd want it to be their choice.
Well, the only real test is getting to know someone over time. The unsuitable would show themselves eventually (I think quite quickly infact)

But I am never really sure the qualities I would be looking for
 
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fiora

fiora

back from recovery
Apr 3, 2024
68
I like the idea of having a partner to be with me but at the same time I don't trust anyone since it's super risky and shit
 
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