Discussion Would you ctb, right now, if given the most peaceful method?

[020x]

Fear of failing and the inaccessibility of peaceful methods is the main reason why most of us including me are still here.

But if you got the chance to leave this world in the most peaceful and guaranteed way, would you do it right away?

Or would you choose to live a little more and do it after, whenever you feel like it?

Curious to see if there's more desperate people than the opposite

 

[lokabe82]

I wouldn't do it right this moment but not far off from it. I would make sure I had a few drinks in me first.

What about you?

 

[momentomori5]

I would

I'm only delaying it to fix some stupid stuff I've done that hurt people I love. I thought doing that would make them talk to me less and get over my death easier, therefore making my suicide easier on me too. But it didn't, just hurt them for no reason

I'm also delaying it while I get my hands on all the right equipement, learn how to drive a car so I can rent one, and if not possible I'll resort to hanging in a hotel probably. Just really didn't wanna go the hanging route. I don't want anyone to discover me in that position, I feel like it'd hurt them more than seeing me dead while sleeping peacefully like in CO or SN for example.

So really, all the delay is just for me to fix my loved ones' memories of me. I've barely been loved in this world, but those who loved me mean the world to me truly and I would never want them to feel hurt because I left, because of the way I acted before I left or because of the method I used to take my life.

 

[020x]

I wouldn't do it right this moment but not far off from it. I would make sure I had a few drinks in me first.

What about you?

I could count this as right now as you would just have a few drinks, or just do something fun, moments before it. Just like most people would.

Me personally, I would hug people that I love and will also drink something after.

While in the process of the ending, I would think of some good old moments, something that I might have even forgotten about. While waiting to fall asleep.

So yeah, pretty much like that.
Tell me about yourself, how are you doing lately?

 

[skepsis]

Not right now, in a few weeks or months maybe.

 

[Dead Already]

Right now,
After buying the hype about help is out there, work hard and everything will be OK, just keep trying and it will get better....
All the years of hard work, only to be locked up when help was asked for,
After holding on when so many of my people have passed, after the lying Dr's and attorneys, oh my.
After years of careful planning, the loneliness of years in self isolation to insulate those left I care for, these
these last few months are so hard,
Every day knowing I will be alone yet again.
If a peaceful, gaureteed opportunity presented itself, damn the last commitment I'm so desperately trying to complete,
Right now without hesitation

 

[Exiled]

I think I am at a point in my life right now where I would hold onto it for dear life, but not pull the trigger quite yet. I think I still have just a tiny bit of fight left within me to not jump on the opportunity, but it would do wonders for my mental health to know the option was at my fingertips.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

N or gun, would be out pretty fast.

 

[venting247]

I would, but it is so hard for me to find an easy and simple way to CTB.

 

[UKscotty]

No, I'm a coward and a failure, can't even have the guts to CTB.

 

[enditplz]

Not right at this very moment. I'd start closing up loose ends and in a month or so find a place to ctb where no one would find my body.

 

[Forever Sleep]

No, I'm waiting for my Dad to go first. Then, depending on what I have on work wise- I may try to finish that. I don't like letting people down. After that though- yeah, I think I'm ready.

 

[venin]

Hell yeah 👁

 

[Unknown21]

I'll do immediately.

 

[Hodius]

Benzos, alcohol and SN

 

[PrisonPlanet]

In a couple weeks after I take care of my mom's cat, yes. If I could just press a button to ctb I would have done it long ago.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I want to CTB but right now I don't have a very big urge to do it right away. So my answer is -No - not right now.

That can change when there is trigger.

 

[.seethroughme.]

If it provides an escape from continuous anxiety. Yes.

 

[Alltheywanted]

Surely not rn. I still have hope and it won't let me ctb till it doesn't disappear.

 

[vitbar]

Not lately. I've been going through a brighter patch. The new antidepressants seem to be helping.

 

[アホペンギン]

If I was given N right now, I would run away as far as I can with the N, to an abandoned place where no one will find me and ingest it.

 

[JMarley]

No, there are people who are completely dependent on me. Only when they no longer need me can I leave.

 

[wanttosleep]

Right this moment, I would pause for a second at the loose threads of my yet incomplete note, the final good memories I want to make with those close to me and my final gifts I want to leave them but I would do it right now knowing it would be peaceful and assured

 

[doneforlife]

No. I would like to have access to a painless and guaranteed exit. This will in fact help me live a peaceful life knowing that I have an exit doorway. Not having that access is what makes life scary.

 

[kit.]

Yes, if I could fulfill one persons want and then go peacefully go. I would take the opportunity. I just wanna make space for someone better to come into this world.

 

[wristcutangel]

with zero hesitation. i don't want to keep living this godforsaken life for even another second.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course as there is nothing more ideal than eternal sleep, having that option to just peacefully escape from existence would be such a relief, I see nothing desirable about enduring this tiresome and empty existence where I'm just slowly dying anyway. I could never see a point to suffering so unnecessarily, I prefer the sound of true freedom, suicide would be self care for me.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

i would take me now please

 

[Deleted member 65988]

How could I possibly not

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Without a doubt that is a resounding fuck yes. Peaceful and guaranteed is the way to go. I'm sick of being the only one trying and the only way I'm giving up is when I'm dead.