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Remy_is_tired

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Nov 1, 2025
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i was aware i had a jump rope in my house and i had made up my mind to atleast just tie a noose today. i come back from school and find that its actually not like rope material and just some like rubber i think
its not superrr stretchy. but its not totally stiff. the kinda stretch u get from like an eraser yk?
so yeahh i really dont wanna fuck this upp and risk getting sent somewhere
thxx

(also this iss my first post heree lmk if i did anything wrongfigjthdl)
 
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Nov 21, 2024
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Not sure if it'd work or not (likely not due to the stretch), but I do know that a rubber rope would be painful as fuck to either do a partial or failed full suspension with. Rubber creates static, slips more so the noose might tighten around your windpipe more, and would definitely pinch your skin.
 
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Remy_is_tired

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Nov 1, 2025
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fuckkkckck
i do have a like maybe metre< long (not far off to my height (148)) hoodie/sweatpant string but its really thin
i assume its width is an important factor? idkk any help is appreciated❤️❤️
 
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NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
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fuckkkckck
i do have a like maybe metre< long (not far off to my height (148)) hoodie/sweatpant string but its really thin
i assume its width is an important factor? idkk any help is appreciated❤️❤️
Width is very important, otherwise you're just basically choking yourself and hoping it works. Plus, that definitely can't hold a human's weight.

Maybe it's best to take a little more time before trying to execute any sort of CTB plan? If you do it wrong, you could really suffer, whether you succeed or not. You must be suffering a lot already (I get it) to be so desperately trying to find a rope, just remember not to act on impulse.

In the meantime, welcome to SaSu! I hope that you find a community here that won't judge the darkest parts of you 🫂 maybe browse around a bit, vent, and connect. My profile is always open to chat on
 
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Remy_is_tired

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Nov 1, 2025
14
i get itt
i feel like i can't take another day atp
might look at other methods

thanks for welcoming me :) 🫂🫂
 
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