MiMif
I do not live for others to understand me...
- Sep 13, 2023
- 631
Sometimes I have a random gush of passion for life it happens randomly. But then once I think about getting up for work or my parents or friends talk to me or anyone that I Stanley fades and I want to kill myself. It's strange.
I recently survived an attempt that landed me in the hospital and honestly I never knew it was tht easy I realized after that my attempts before were half assed. All I did was swallow about 60-70 prescription pills and I almost died but my parents took me to the hospital....the doctors kept telling me I could've died and all I felt was shock because before I tried hanging slitting and over the counter pills and it barely did anything but that was so easy. I just took the pills and eent to sleep then woke up due to throwing up. I mean it did hurt but I was so close. It sucks
I recently survived an attempt that landed me in the hospital and honestly I never knew it was tht easy I realized after that my attempts before were half assed. All I did was swallow about 60-70 prescription pills and I almost died but my parents took me to the hospital....the doctors kept telling me I could've died and all I felt was shock because before I tried hanging slitting and over the counter pills and it barely did anything but that was so easy. I just took the pills and eent to sleep then woke up due to throwing up. I mean it did hurt but I was so close. It sucks
