Discussion Wish I had the conviction like some of the members here

[fkyou]

I wish I had the mindset of those who join the site get the informations they need then ctb after few months.i want that level of clarity and conviction.its been 3years since I joined this site with the intent to ctb,on October. 3holly fkn years.i don't know where these 3years went.

 

[mysticatedwine]

it's okay. there's no rush

 

[Cosmophobic]

^ That's what I've been asking myself and I've only been here two weeks or there abouts. I figure a lot of people here aren't quite ready including myself but it's ok to want to hang out among people that at least know life isn't worth living and it that it would be better to die, even though they're not quite ready to actively kill themselves.

 

[strawberry931]

Everyone's reason is different and some things push harder than others. This doesn't necessarily mean you aren't ready, although that could be the case. It could also mean that the things going on in your life are not pushing you hard enough. You should enjoy what you have for now.

 

[Hollowman]

I don't know where the last three years went either. It's just a blur.

 

[TAW122]

I've just been on copium and biding time due to life circumstances, but ever since I've been on SaSu in mid 2018, I've always set out that I will die by my own hand (barring some bizarre freak accident or incident that kills me). It is just a matter of when and what not.