honestly I'd be fine with it. don't know if they'd even accept me but hey why not. I've had this hate for my body for a long time, not only because it's not "perfect", but also just sensory. liquids that come from bodies, just the way it it, skin etc. just feels so weird to me. I've always somewhat half joked about just chopping up my body so it no longer exists (can't dislike something that doesn't exist), so I guess I'd be okay with it. I hate the idea of a stranger just lying me naked flat on a table but it happens to everyone when they die I guess and they've seen thousands of bodies, so I guess it's okay.
my partner was able to donate 3 of his organs when he passed, I feel weirdly proud of him. I would like to do the same, but the idea of someone just cutting his body open sends curls through my stomach for some reason.
they most likely won't be able to use my body anyways, they don't usually use bodies of suicides, and not to mention I'm using SN, which messes up most of your organs I think.