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Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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Hi SaSu community, this is my first post on this forum.
I have a free standing pull up bar with 221cm height (I'm 181cm and 64kg) and 10m of 12mm nylon static rope that is certified EN1891 Type A and has 4200kg breaking strength (probably an overkill). I've tested the rope, it holds my weight and will not leave any space between my neck and the knot. I'm interested if my convulsions while I'm hanging will make trouble considering the design of the pull up bar.
Looking forward for your thoughts!

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Forgot to mention that i will use bowline knot for the anchor point and arbor knot for the noose.
 
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i would personally put something heavy, like anything equivalent to a sandbag, over it's 'feet' so there's less of a risk of it falling over if you do struggle/body convulses, it looks like it could possibly tilt
 
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Lextyle

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i would personally put something heavy, like anything equivalent to a sandbag, over it's 'feet' so there's less of a risk of it falling over if you do struggle/body convulses, it looks like it could possibly tilt
Thanks for reply! I think when my body is on the pull up bar it doesn't tilt and that's not the primary problem more like the things in the middle from left and right hand side and the thing in the bottom
Hi SaSu community, this is my first post on this forum.
I have a free standing pull up bar with 221cm height (I'm 181cm and 64kg) and 10m of 12mm nylon static rope that is certified EN1891 Type A and has 4200kg breaking strength (probably an overkill). I've tested the rope, it holds my weight and will not leave any space between my neck and the knot. I'm interested if my convulsions while I'm hanging will make trouble considering the design of the pull up bar.
Looking forward for your thoughts!

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I also tried to put my neck in the noose and pull from the other end and my vision quickly started to black out and head became light i feel like it's so easy to lose consciousness it will be like in few seconds.
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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Hi SaSu community, this is my first post on this forum.
I have a free standing pull up bar with 221cm height (I'm 181cm and 64kg) and 10m of 12mm nylon static rope that is certified EN1891 Type A and has 4200kg breaking strength (probably an overkill). I've tested the rope, it holds my weight and will not leave any space between my neck and the knot. I'm interested if my convulsions while I'm hanging will make trouble considering the design of the pull up bar.
Looking forward for your thoughts!

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Does anyone have examples of convulsions causing a failure in an attempt similar to mine?
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

Member
Apr 6, 2026
36
Hi SaSu community, this is my first post on this forum.
I have a free standing pull up bar with 221cm height (I'm 181cm and 64kg) and 10m of 12mm nylon static rope that is certified EN1891 Type A and has 4200kg breaking strength (probably an overkill). I've tested the rope, it holds my weight and will not leave any space between my neck and the knot. I'm interested if my convulsions while I'm hanging will make trouble considering the design of the pull up bar.
Looking forward for your thoughts!

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Please, anyone. I need help
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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Hi SaSu community, this is my first post on this forum.
I have a free standing pull up bar with 221cm height (I'm 181cm and 64kg) and 10m of 12mm nylon static rope that is certified EN1891 Type A and has 4200kg breaking strength (probably an overkill). I've tested the rope, it holds my weight and will not leave any space between my neck and the knot. I'm interested if my convulsions while I'm hanging will make trouble considering the design of the pull up bar.
Looking forward for your thoughts!

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I guess hanging experts are dead already?
 
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Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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Hi SaSu community, this is my first post on this forum.
I have a free standing pull up bar with 221cm height (I'm 181cm and 64kg) and 10m of 12mm nylon static rope that is certified EN1891 Type A and has 4200kg breaking strength (probably an overkill). I've tested the rope, it holds my weight and will not leave any space between my neck and the knot. I'm interested if my convulsions while I'm hanging will make trouble considering the design of the pull up bar.
Looking forward for your thoughts!

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Will my attempt fail if my legs or hands touch ground/pull-up bar during convulsions? Or I will still die anyway?
 
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dirkw83

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I would be worried your feet will use the bars for support in an attempt of your SI to kick in. I guess if you could overcome that it should work.
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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I would be worried your feet will use the bars for support in an attempt of your SI to kick in. I guess if you could overcome that it should work.
So my involuntary movements after I'm unconscious will not make my legs or hands touch the bars and support?
 
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LastPenance

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So my involuntary movements after I'm unconscious will not make my legs or hands touch the bars and support?
I don't think it would after you're unconscious, but I would imagine you would try to touch the bars with your feet when you first hang. I've tried to ctb this way multiple times before, but I get scared when my vision blacks and my legs get numb. It will cause distress, and it's likely SI will kick in (just from my experience, it could be different for you)
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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I don't think it would after you're unconscious, but I would imagine you would try to touch the bars with your feet when you first hang. I've tried to ctb this way multiple times before, but I get scared when my vision blacks and my legs get numb. It will cause distress, and it's likely SI will kick in (just from my experience, it could be different for you)
Thanks for the reply! Did you get scared of pain or of death itself?
 
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LastPenance

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Thanks for the reply! did you get scared of pain or from the death itself?
The pain didn't really bother me much (around the neck at least) and the thought of dying was comforting, but my vision going dark and slowly losing feeling in my legs is what scared me the most. Though I am also scared of complete darkness, it might not be an issue for you.
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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The pain didn't really bother me much (around the neck at least) and the thought of dying was comforting, but my vision going dark and slowly losing feeling in my legs is what scared me the most. Though I am also scared of complete darkness, it might not be an issue for you.
I tried to get my neck inside the noose and pull the other end with my hands and quickly felt vision going dark and losing feeling in my limbs but I actually liked that, not really scary. I'm just really worried that my convulsions would somehow take support from the pull-up bar and my attempt failing, if that's not the nature of convulsions than I'm happy with that. I would want some examples of videos where there is some attempt similar to mine to see what could go wrong with convulsions.
 
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I tried to get my neck inside the noose and pull the other end with my hands and quickly felt vision going dark and losing feeling in my limbs but I actually liked that, not really scary. I'm just really worried that my convulsions would somehow take support from the pull-up bar and my attempt failing, if that's not the nature of convulsions than I'm happy with that. I would want some examples of videos where there is some attempt similar to mine to see what could go wrong with convulsions.
I'm not sure about attempt similarity, but there's a video of a twitch streamer who ctb that way on Livestream and was having convulsions, which caused her to grab onto the sides of the shower. So I would say it's likely once that happens you'll try to grab onto the side bars
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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I'm not sure about attempt similarity, but there's a video of a twitch streamer who ctb that way on Livestream and was having convulsions, which caused her to grab onto the sides of the shower. So I would say it's likely once that happens you'll try to grab onto the side bars
And that made her attempt fail? Could you please tell the streamer nickname?
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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It didn't make her attempt fail, no, I think her user was siri524
hmm interesting, is it true that legs always extend during hanging? Never seen flexion of legs so they probably wouldn't take support of pull up bar?
 
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LastPenance

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May 16, 2025
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hmm interesting, is it true that legs always extend during hanging? Never seen flexion of legs so they probably wouldn't take support of pull up bar?
I'm not sure actually, I'm not an expert on this method though during my attempts that never happened (worth noting it wasnt full suspension though)
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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I'm not sure actually, I'm not an expert on this method though during my attempts that never happened (worth noting it wasnt full suspension though)
i read that convulsions are the same for full suspension and partial. Anyways, thanks for repiles im grateful for that
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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Also does anyone have tips on how to make the knots in such a way that FSH doesn't turn into partial hanging by the noose lowering during convulsions etc.?
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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What has more chance of dying this pull-up bar or a tree in a park at 3-4am?
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

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Apr 6, 2026
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i would personally put something heavy, like anything equivalent to a sandbag, over it's 'feet' so there's less of a risk of it falling over if you do struggle/body convulses, it looks like it could possibly tilt
It's so fucking crazy that after psych ward I told my father that i want to "do sports" and want to buy a pull-up bar and he AGREED and said that it's very good that I want to train. And now I said that i need sandbags because the pull-up bar tilts and he agreed AGAIN. I still can't imagine how he doesn't even suspect a thing.
 
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It's so fucking crazy that after psych ward I told my father that i want to "do sports" and want to buy a pull-up bar and he AGREED and said that it's very good that I want to train. And now I said that i need sandbags because the pull-up bar tilts and he agreed AGAIN. I still can't imagine how he doesn't even suspect a thing.
ugh i get that feeling, when people so easily agree to stuff thats gonna help me ctb, especially with a parent, it feels so crazy. some people tend to not think anything of it until its too late
 

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