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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
744
I've been researching for a few days now everywhere on the internet and this forum, most accounts are at least a year old, some are disheartening and some make me hopeful. Unfortunately my mental health is catastrophic despite having many friends, a job etc, I enjoy nothing in life and suffer immensely from it.
I'm planning to go on a trip to countries listed in the PPH, right now I am planning:

--Peru--
Arequipa
Ica

--Bolivia--
Santa Cruz
La paz

Cuzco or Lima seem like they won't be worth it as people have been turned away before.

I do speak Spanish, but not too well, so I will be a noticeable foreigner. Also I'm a rather short, frail girl, so I am a little bit worried about my safety in these countries, though I never went and don't know exactly how dangerous it is.

I understand that the chances of getting N are rather low, but still I need to try it, I don't really have other hopes at the moment.

I'll use this post to provide updates, will probably travel in June of this year. If I cancel I'll update.


If any of you have advice, testimonies, or are locals, I'm interested in anything
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

Student
Nov 30, 2025
143
I'm sorry that you're going through all those things.
I live in South America, have visited the places you're going to and I'd say to be very careful, girl. I hope you end up finding it <3
 
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Willy Wonka

Willy Wonka

Experienced
Dec 15, 2021
209
good luck, looking forward to you keeping us updated! <3
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
453
Calling in someone who has some info about this,

@wyo777
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,013
Je fais des recherches depuis quelques jours sur internet et sur ce forum. La plupart des témoignages datent d'au moins un an ; certains sont décourageants, d'autres me redonnent espoir. Malheureusement, mon état mental est catastrophique malgré de nombreux amis, un travail, etc. Je ne prends aucun plaisir à la vie et j'en souffre énormément.
Je prévois de faire un voyage dans les pays figurant sur la liste du PPH ; pour l'instant, je planifie :

--Pérou--
Arequipa
Ica

--Bolivie--
Santa Cruz
La paix

Cuzco et Lima ne semblent pas valoir le coup, car des gens se sont déjà vu refuser l'entrée.

Je parle espagnol, mais pas très bien, donc je serai certainement une étrangère. De plus, je suis plutôt petite et fragile, ce qui m'inquiète un peu pour ma sécurité dans ces pays, même si je n'y suis jamais allée et que je ne sais pas exactement à quel point c'est dangereux.

Je comprends que les chances d'obtenir N sont plutĂ´t faibles, mais je dois quand mĂŞme essayer, je n'ai pas vraiment d'autres espoirs pour le moment.

J'utiliserai ce fil de discussion pour vous tenir au courant. Je prévois de voyager en juin prochain. En cas d'annulation, je vous informerai.


Si vous avez des conseils, des témoignages ou si vous êtes du coin, je suis intéressé par tout.
Soutien total de la France🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷
I know you are french also
 

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