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I'm not sure either but it probably is painful on its own, not to mention unreliable. Some members say that antacids make it less painful though. That still leaves headache but there are people who claim to have failed with their SN attempt but are still willing to give it another try. That says a lot if these people are being honest.
I'm kind of anxious about failing, I've ordered mine a few days ago but I'm also setting up an Exit Bag with Nitrogen method as it sounds less painful and reliable to me. I guess I will using SN as last resort. I don't have access to benzos unfortunately, that's my main concern. I've experienced those symptoms described there on a OD on other drugs on a previous suicide attempt so I don't really want to go through that again, it makes me scared af. I guess I am carrying fears from my other experiences and that is discouraging me. If you really get to experience that symptoms it is just terrible. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!
Do you have any idea at least what is considered an tipe of overdose of benzos? How many mg I mean.. Like 10mg or 10 tablets. Any examples I mean, people who already did it, how many mg they took, this kind of thing
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No matter what nerhud we choose. I'm sure we're always going to have that combination of feelings. Happy and relieved to have a way to cash your chips and checkout. But also anxious and worried about failing.
I failed at SN a couple of weeks back.. I believe it to be my SN lost purity or wasn't pure to start with as I followed everything but woke up a long time later looking grey with a god awful headache which took a while to clear. When I had the SN before I passed out I just felt my heart race abit and felt slightly sick but nothing major. Nothing unbareable. Like I say though I believe my SN wasn't pure so maybe it will be different. Sure I can let you know in the near future haha. X
I never tested it after, I just assumed as it seemed the most likely cause because I did open it and thought maybe I'd not sealed it back up properly. It did state it was pure on the ad.
How long later you woke up? Did you go to the hospital? So you are buying another SN to try again, right? Ahh and what abou the amount, how many g?
I am yeah I've got more now so will ctb soon ish I woke up probably about 10hours later feeling like I'd been drinking heavily for a month haha. I couldn't tie my hair up because it added to the pressure. I had 20g in 100 water x
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To be on the safe side I'd suggest following @jake3d post on testing the SN prior. It is really easy to follow and get the parts for.
Was it a pack/bag sn or bottle sn? And why did you open it? Did you leave for a long time open? It probably became nitrate sodium instead of nitrite
It was bag which I was originally cautious of but I'm rather desperate at the minute so took in good faith. Opened it out of curiosity and transferred it to another bottle which I don't think was air tight. I believe it because nitrate, It had caution all over it but my state of mine never caught it. Won't make the same mistake twice.
Is it possible to die without any pain? I dont think so.
Thank you for sharing your experience. It's really nice to get input from people who have tried it. And have input from them, on hat could possibly go wrong, and how to avoid that.
