Why is dying so hard?

[lost_one]

I am tired, life is pain. I want to die so much, I want to scream. I hate myself so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all and I see it as so cruel how there isn't the option to just painlessly cease existing with no more suffering as all I want is to never exist ever again, all I hope for is eternal sleep where all is forgotten, I also just really wish to cease existing, I also find it so painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[lost_one]

I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all and I see it as so cruel how there isn't the option to just painlessly cease existing with no more suffering as all I want is to never exist ever again, all I hope for is eternal sleep where all is forgotten, I also just really wish to cease existing, I also find it so painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you, me too. I don't belive in heaven or anything like that, but I genuinely wish it does not exist, cause dying, only to have to go back to existing sounds horrible to me.

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
sending you hugs and love