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SmellyRat

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victoria91

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bov

Arcanist
Aug 26, 2020
405
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Viceroy

Student
Oct 20, 2020
101
illness
lonely
lost time
 
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Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
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This
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in hell out soon

in hell out soon

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Apr 27, 2020
114
Too many reasons.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
Permanent psychological damage
 
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Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
Anxiety fucking sucks.
 
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Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
263
I hate myself
 
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LooksAtMoonDog

Too Long in the Wasteland
Nov 10, 2020
719
Old age sucks.
 
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allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
279
I hate society
 
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wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
973
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imjustanemptyshell

A nobody
Nov 9, 2020
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MBY85

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Oct 21, 2020
52
Disabled, trapped, sad
 
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Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
207
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Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Neurological weakness
 
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lonelyhouse

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Jun 30, 2020
45
He chose her
 
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Yiyo123

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Apr 24, 2020
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losthope123

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Dec 3, 2019
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alone, friendless, unlovable
 
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FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
Reasons why I would love to CTB would be to escape:

Greed
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
I screwed up
 
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Antigonish

Mage
Sep 19, 2020
593
I
Dont
Know
 
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StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
can't be normal
 
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Buffy5120

Death is vital
Mar 19, 2020
614
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Marauder

why keep existing when you´re no living?
Sep 9, 2020
97
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RockBot

A Mole Sitting in a Hole
Jun 6, 2020
106
What just happened?
 
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ReadyToLeave

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Sep 20, 2020
22
Lonely
Loser
Ruminating
 
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grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
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