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Hemlock

Hemlock

gardener
Nov 6, 2020
1,097
unfixable
incomprehensibility
peace
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
565
Anxiety
Anxiety
Anxiety
 
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Want100%painless

Member
Oct 23, 2020
15
Open at close
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
what's
the
point
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,399
Loneliness
Boredom
Apathy
 
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wantstodie

Member
Oct 15, 2020
13
Hi All,

I have been more of a reader here, I'm curious and I'd like to know why you all want to die but with three words only as it would be easy to read.

I will start

lonely
Fear
Future !!

I'm
A
failure
 
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OminousVaL

OminousVaL

VaL
Jul 31, 2020
162
Toxic
Numb
Apathetic
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Memories
Trauma
Sadness
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
Hopeless
Ugly
Loneliness
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Ruined beyond repair.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Lonely
disabled
neurological
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
963
Deprived of Everything
 
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Astronomer

Astronomer

Mentally, i'm in space, in reality, i am in hell.
Oct 6, 2020
155
Loneliness
Loneliness
Loneliness
 
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knux

knux

Member
Nov 11, 2020
45
No way out.
 
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Deleted member 19817

Member
Jul 15, 2020
10
Finished. Next story.
 
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Finlay Flatly

New Member
Oct 28, 2019
2
Life is chaos
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,399
Ruined beyond repair.
It is always nice to see you here. I hope you are doing okay, as much as you can. Make the best of your time.
 
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these_days9

these_days9

Specialist
Dec 25, 2019
343
Anti-natalist
Nihilist
Pain
 
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deleted

deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
727
family, money, depression
 
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All washed up

All washed up

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
232
Boredom
Disappointment (at myself)
Unemployment
 
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C

Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
Guilt
Need
Him
 
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cyan

cyan

Member
Jun 27, 2020
31
Nobody loves me.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
Too much pain
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
dysphoria
nonmotivated
Meaningless
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
767
mental
health
issues
 
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Niftypoint124

Niftypoint124

Student
Nov 7, 2020
117
Already
Had
Adventures
 
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Deleted member 14177

not home
Jan 20, 2020
345
Trauma, identity, fear.
 
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dropdeadfred

dropdeadfred

Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
Oct 19, 2020
255
Nothing makes sense.
 
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